Monday 31 January 2022

Masculine and Feminine Qualities - (4329)

Of course women are very strong. No doubt about it. The feminine force in the cosmos is very strong, as strong as the masculine. They are equally as strong in their respective spheres.


A version of the strong feminine is by nature strong enough to adapt, accept what life throws her way and make the most out of it drawing upon her own resourcefulness, energy and intelligence to grow and make things grow. 


We hear in pseudo-esoteric circles about the wounded feminine, the wounded masculine, the weak masculine, the strong feminine, the out of balance masculine, the toxic masculine  etc. etc. 


There is of course some truth in what it is said, but when you go to seriously work on yourself in relation to the 'wounded masculine' or 'wounded feminine' you find egos, past conditioning and karma, and 'wounded masculine' and 'wounded feminine' start to fade away and the real issues emerge.


Behind all of the 'woundedness' is a lack of humility and trust. There are egos that don't accept the qualities that our human bodies are polarised with and further to that, there is a lack of trust ourselves.


It simply means to work on dissolving pride and fear. To be at peace with what we are and to really trust it.


Men have a feminine side, women have a masculine side and there are egos in both men and women that align with these qualities.


We can consciously use given the situation masculine or feminine qualities - that is be aware of the polarities and bring the opposite to the one being expressed and watch before your eyes a better outcome be created.


Someone is really angry, don't bring the masculine - bring the feminine qualities of serenity, reflection,  composed, measured and patient words etc. Someone is worried and weak bring the masculine trust, hope, clarity and appropriate action.


Interesting to see how the zodiac signs have their particular feminine and masculine alignment.




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Let Go of What Others Do Otherwise We'll Never Die - (4327)

Others may be doing something wrong and that bothers us. Yes we can work on it and yes as a result we stop being bothered by what they do. And yes they keep doing the wrong thing. 


That is the way psychological work often pans out. We have done our work. They need to do theirs when they do it. 


To not die in ourselves because the other person has to stop doing the wrong thing first equates to never working on ourselves. 


We die in ourselves and dissolve what we had an issue with, then the other person may change also but may not. Either are fine - neither matter to us once we are dead.


We are not a police man or woman, that is not our job to police others! Our job is to work on ourselves and die in ourselves.


End (4326).

Friday 28 January 2022

Learn from a Stone - (4328)

This is really hard - we can learn even from a stone and we are a human being. 


How can a stone much more inferior than a human being teach a human being?


Don't know but it really can!


We need to be so open - no pride and learn from anyone. We have to put aside concepts of older, more years working, smarter, more advanced, more spiritual etc. etc.


The hardest part is to learn about ourselves from others or through others. Without pride we can learn so much...


End (4328).

Thursday 27 January 2022

Strong Effort to Cut Through Mental Haze - (4326)

The mind can be so fuzzy, so forgetful, so hazy and vexed and confused all the time...


We can't stay in this state for too long. Nearly everything in life depends on being clear and attentive to the events of our life in the moment.


When we have much to work on we have to work on the spot and change quickly. So we need a clear mind to access our consciousness and change quickly.


To clear that hazy mind a strong almost super effort of will plus heart can be helpful...


End (4326).

Easy to Love the Perfect - (4325)

It is easy to love something that is perfect. 


The test of love for all of us is to love something that is not perfect that has many flaws. Yet within it and deep within it is something that is perfect. 


So appears the paradox, to love others is to love the imperfect and the perfect at the same time.


End (4325).

Tuesday 18 January 2022

Don't Forget the Keys in the Wealth of Knowledge -(4324)

Gnosis gives us so many keys that we can apply to help us. We just forget them.


Revising what we have learnt is so useful. That is why it is always good to read the books and update our knowledge of how we can apply the keys.


What we forget most are the esoteric keys. How the invocations, the Divine Law, the Divine Medicine and magical formulas to combat negativity etc. etc.


End (4324).

Sunday 16 January 2022

Fixing a Relative Injustice Creates Another Bigger - (4323)

Often we rise up to correct an injustice or a perceived injustice and then in doing so we commit other injustices. Which sometimes are much worse than the original perceived injustice.


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Pendulum is Emotional - (4322)

Above all the pendulum is emotional.


It swings based on emotion. It is pushed based on emotion. 


Why because the emotions are so changeable by nature. They are open to sway based on conditions. They are the more influenceable than any other of the three brains. 


The emotions are also the most powerful influencers to our action.


Emotional is also more difficult to control and maintain firm. The intellect is easier that way.


End (4322). 

Is Balance Absolute?

If absolute everyone would feel and see the same thing. But they don't it seems. But isn't balance universal?


Is this correct: what is balance of one is not balance for another?


Physically no! A skinny person can stand balanced shoulder width apart but a really tall heavy man can't. He needs to adopt another stands. 


Isn't what works and is stable, maintainable and useful: balanced? Even if another person can not do that, that is something else work better.


Is there a balance for each person?


If there is a balance is it right to impose one's person's sense of balance onto another? Isn't balance universal or is it relative?


End (4321).

The Karmic Links - (4321)

Karmic links work to keep two or more parties related somehow. The karmic link serves to join the two or more parties so that they affect each other according to the karma. Which can mean to help each other or hit each other making each other suffer.


When the karma has been paid and there is invisible balance, the link dissolves and the two or more parties can just drift apart or continue. If they continue this time it is on a much higher octave, as the karmic ill-will element is absent.


Karmic links are an instrument of karma and are indestructible - only if the karma has been paid can they change. 


End (4321).

Learn Lessons Quickly - (4320)

Introduction

If in a gymnasium, learn the lessons and establish them quickly to dissolve the gymnasium and move to the next.


Learn and Establish

Eat in moderation meaning explicitly avoid eating excessively. Principal action involved: detach from seeing good morsels of food go to waste when one has already eaten sufficiently.


Control anger, do not allow oneself to express bursts of angry discontent or frustration. They are very contagious that mostly always escalates situations. A small disagreement with an angry outburst ends in near divorce. Without the angry outburst that is all it remains: a disagreement about a small issue or event of life.


Self-compassion. Dissolve the many tactics of wanting to affect others favourably by signs of being hurt etc., wanting caring attention. Don't stay in 'hit down low' mode or useless 'poor me' mode, get up and fight: speak, think, organise and level the scales and go from there: work things out. 


Responsibility. Take it in all areas. What is one's responsibility take it. For the decisions made and actions taken.


Focus. Principally wok with alertness and will to keep the many superficial things of the mind unexpressed by giving them no time. Focus intensely on the moment. 


Don't be controlled. Dissolve the fear that allows oneself to be controlled. Principal cause is the lack of trust in the love of others. The truth is, if there is love it will return to us.


Find one's Being by finding the consciousness and see from the consciousness how to think, feel and act.


Don't Lie. Dissolve fear as the principal cause of lies.


Communicate often. Consider others and stay in the well experienced truth that communicating improves, repairs, builds and maintains all relationships in the going well status. Allows many difficulties to be avoided and worked out without much pain.


Communicate timely. Principal cause is fear and self-compassion not wanting conflict. Stay in the truth that early communication always allows time and space to fix nearly everything before it is too late. Late communication or no communication always causes strong conflict more than early communication would have.


Look after one's spine adopting an upright posture. Work on laziness as the cause and use imagination to see energy flowing better in the body. Use this to displace tiredness and indolence.


Go inside listening actively to the class. Write down revelations from the consciousness. Avoid writing down what is already known.


Speak naturally with heart on all occasions. This extends to tone and rhythm. Avoiding being too humble or arrogant.


Do one's esoteric practices during the day and night with purpose and consistency.


Don't push the pendulum in any area. Control personality by making it passive to not push the pendulum. Control greed in several areas as this is the main protagonist in pushing the emotional pendulum. 


Don't feel guilty saying good night. We'll see all people tomorrow or again soon.


End (4320).

Thursday 13 January 2022

Spirit of the Third Factor is Sacrifice NOT CONVENIENCE - (4319)

The third factor is not about selfishness or convenience. 


The spirit of the third factor is sacrifice. Because in sacrifice is heart and love. In sacrifice is the payment, is the force that moves.


In convenience there is no love nor heart nor any force that moves.


Every man and his dog in this life does what is convenient for them physically.


What is convenient for the Being in us is not what is always convenient for us physically.


Was it physically convenient for Jesus to have himself nailed to the cross? Which he did really for us by the will of His Father.


The convenient person is also very materialistic. Because they do not see the invisible accumulation of the result of sacrifice.


The Instinctive animal nature of the feminine is against sacrifice. Because as mother which is part of the femininize instinct she has to do what is physically convenient to save energies and resources for her offspring. However the woman working has to be aware of this strong influence from their instinctive nature and counter act it for the work.


The masculine instinctive does not have this so sacrifices are easier, their animal nature in some ways allows for it. 


The work for the Being is not an individual work it is a collective work, because through the us the Absolute is realising Itself. It is really the work of the Absolute and the Absolute includes everyone.


End (4319).

A Low Level of Being is Not Strong - (5235)

A low level of Being is not strong. 


We think a low level of Being is to be strong and a high level is weak.


A low level of being sees a high level as so weak. But it is totally the opposite. 


A low of Being fights and gets upset and gets depressed and is controlled by desires left right and centre. Who then is the weak one?


The low level of Being can't see inside and so judges all based on the external. 


The low level of Being wants the higher level to come down and be just like it to feel happy. As soon as the high level descends and swears the low level is intimately happy and at peace.


End (5235).

Wednesday 12 January 2022

Forcing the Will of Others: Notes - (4316)

A post on some notes to do with forcing the will of others.


Notes

We do this without knowing most of the time…


We do it always in the name of something we feel is superior. We have to take note here that 'superior' is totally relative. It is not Absolute. The Absolute would be to consult the Being of the person to see if what we are imposing is right - but we don't do that.


We feel justified in doing it. We think we are doing a good thing. Who are we doing a good thing by actually? It is often ourselves - by our mental patterns - but we don't see that.


If we force someone using spiritual logic yet if what they are doing is not causing anyone nor themselves harm we are in fact in the wrong! We are breaking a Law. We are disrespecting the will of a human being which can go as far as disrespecting the Divine Will of a Monad. 


The awakened masters don't force the will of anyone. They suggest, inform, explain but leave the decision in your hands.


It is our right to follow our will. We have the right to chose and if we make mistakes we will have to face the consequences.


God allows us to follow our will for good or for bad, God just leaves us to be accountable before the cosmic balance which determines the results of our actions.


Why shouldn't we emulate the Absolute in that way?


We should not let our will be forced when:

    It stops a value of our essence that we have from expressing. Therefore weakening it.

    It is our right and what our will wants is not in excess nor harmful.

    It will end up in us doing the wrong thing.

    It is against love.

    It is unbalanced.

    It is hurtful to others.

    It will get us into trouble or bring negative consequences.

    It is against our nature. 

    It is absurd. That is, it just doesn't make sense.

    It is just an extension of the person forcing their will from their personality or egos upon us.


To force the will of others makes us dense and heavy and fills our atmosphere with heavy atoms that make our personality very defensive and strong, which counts as a weakness.


We pay dearly for forcing the will of others. The consequence is that our will be forced in many ways that cause us pain. Which makes us to remember how in the past we forced the will of many others ruining the precious values of their essence and therefore weakening their Being.


Esoterically to force the will of another human being is black. If we do it magically there we have the very definition of black magic. Which is to use magical forces to get results in matter that are not in accordance with Divine Will or Law (Justice). 


When we force the will of others we feed them a kind of food that sometimes can be digested by them and most often actually it can't be. As with all food that can't be digested it is later thrown up. We can't really win forcing the will of others. They will spit it back at us later on because they just can't digest it because their system does not agree with it or it comes against us in the form of karma.


End (4316).

Men Generally Advance in the Path Quicker than Women? - (4317)

Who knows why really, this post just offers some ideas as to why.


It does not have to be this way, that men advance quicker. It is only the observations of couples on the path, that show this.


The common sense thing is without taking into account karma is that whoever works most and better advances quicker.


Men have a great opportunity to work. Women provide men with intense psychological gymnasiums and if the man takes that to really die in himself, it is clear that the he will advance. But he may not work and the gymnasium only makes his egos stronger and so he does not advance. But if he takes advantage he can really advance his mystical death forward in leaps.


Men also provide women of course with intense psychological gymnasiums, also if they take full advantage they will fly also. Perhaps because their time is taken up with many other necessary chores and tasks which don't allow them to work as deeply and for as long as they need or want.


Both man and woman of course can work equally in the Alchemy. When it comes to the third factor men typically take on the heavier responsibility in the sacrifice for humanity giving lectures and helping others. Of course women support men in this (but not always needed), but the more esoterically difficult work, that is being an esoteric guide, is done by the man. But women also do that (give talks) and for sure in those cases where the man is passive the woman is more advanced.


End (4317).

Balance your Values - (4315)

Don't make your values to atrophy nor exaggerate your values. Bring them into balance instead. 


If we lack value we need to give the constant and intentional plus to balance it. If we have exaggerated a value we need to give the intelligent minus to balance it.


Whatever we do, don't allow what it is that we have of those values to be lost. Then we logically fall into disfavour with our Being and the Law.


Why disfavour? Because the values are of the Being and the values allow us to live in peace with the cosmic law. They are elements of the Law. They are needed to fulfill the Law.


End (4315).

Conjurations Work Calming the Ego in Ourselves and Others - (4318)

The banishments taught by Master Samael: KLIM KRISHNAYA etc. Belilin Belilin, Belilin, CAPUT MORTUM IMPERET TIBI DOMINUS etc. and Te Vigos Cosilim all work to keep the ego of another person and our own egos even under control when things are escalating. 


End (4318).

Tuesday 11 January 2022

Time to Go Inside when Losing Sense of Things - (4314)

That is the best time to go inside and find solace. Gathering strength and wisdom to deal with the problems and issues at hand.


We may lose the sense to work in the office or see friends or just be happy because we don't find joy and ease outside in our life - then that is when we have to go inside. 


The common thing is that we don't go inside when this happens... We fatally forget that... 


We have to pray to our Being. Trust in our Being. Confide in our Being and see all the reasons for why we find things too difficult and why we suffer.


We must ask for wisdom and intelligence to best solve the problems and difficulties that are at hand.


End (4314).

Don't Let Resentment Build - (4313)

We come to the conclusion that for our own benefit, for the well-being of our own interior and in the name of experiencing a quality of thought and emotion that are edifying and dignifying for our own essence - we have to transform the resentment we have. 


Resentment comes from the memory of some offence taken. 


Transform the offence into a positive then resentment inside of us disappears.


End (4313).

Monday 10 January 2022

Why Wake Up in the Astral - (4312)

Why should we try to wake up in the astral?

Because it is a part of our life, and when we die it will be where our life unfolds.

If we try and try to wake up there but nothing seems to change. We have to wake up here. All efforts to wake up here. Here is more important! When we live in the astral after as we have tried and tried to wake up here we will try and try to wake up there too.


End (4312).

Thursday 6 January 2022

The Couples who Persist in Gnosis, Really Love! - (5374)

I would bow down to any couple who is in Gnosis and is working in the three factors (or even just two factors). Why? Because it is really not easy. 


Even if a couple is divorced now or separated I would still bow down to them. Any couple working in the three factors deals with powerful forces that are not easy to manage and require great values of the heart to do so. 


There within the couple really powerful forces move and to handle those forces the couple and each one individually has to be very strong in their centres, in their essence and in their work.


Really for a couple to hold it together working in the three factors there has to be love. Love for each other, love for the work and love for the Being. Otherwise there is no chance and really this love is what is remarkable, so honourable and noble and deserves bowing down to.


End (5374).

Working to Overcome Karma - (4311)

We can overcome our karma. If we are not physically stopped by working on ourselves and we have a healthy body and mind we must know that we can work and pay our karma.


We have to first of all try hard to not be scared and to take responsibility for our karma even if it seems to be crazy to us that we are stuck in this position.


Every first chamber lecture is an area where we need to wake up in. Karma and Dharma is a lecture of first chamber. An aspect of being awake to karma is to know what debts we have yet to pay and to know when they are coming to us to be paid...


Mostly we find ourselves in the middle of a karmic debt. From there is where we usually start working. It doesn't really matter from where we start.


It is often the case that to overcome karma we need to establish certain values. We often created the karmic debt with the opposite of the values that we need to develop.


Not developing these values means to delay payment of our karma and accrue more karma. If we lose values we also increase our karma instead of paying it.


Sometimes to pay karma debts is to have to work to dissolve aspects of fear, which manifest as long drawn out difficult circumstances over a long time.  


End (4311).

Wednesday 5 January 2022

Values and a Person - (4305)

We may love a value like trustworthiness, communication, kindness, flexibility, discipline etc. and there  are many people in the world that have these values, yet we don't know all these people nor do we form a relationship with them... 


The fact is though that we relate to people. We actually marry a person... Not a value...


We relate to values in different people and we relate better when certain values are present and active. We also do marry a person based on the values that they have and share with us. Of course if those common values are not present then relating becomes difficult. Yet we marry a person - the whole package... not just a set of values but yet the values are what make the relationship work.


The values that an essence has manifests through the person. We need a person to relate to those values and to express those values. So we can't marry any value without a person and we can't marry a person without values either. So values and the person are tied together. Why we chose a particular person that has the same values as so many others is interesting: past, recurrence, Monads, karma...???


End (4305).

Under the Typhon Baphomet's Blanket - (4304)

In the depiction of the Typhon Baphomet by Eliphas Levi, the figure of the Typhon Baphomet can be seen using a kind of blanket draped over it legs and lap.


As always each symbol has several interpretations. 


One interpretation is that the blanket represents the hidden. Under the blanket is the mystery, the sexual center (what kind of sexual organ would the Typhon have?) and the inferior part of the Typhon Baphomet (the legs). Indicating the subconscious and the sexual force. Meaning that the Typhon creatively functions with the subconscious and the sexual force.


That is why the Alchemy opens up so powerfully the subconscious.


It is really a tremendous force to work with and it even may be too powerful for the psychological work capabilities of the two people who practice it.


End (4304).

Monday 3 January 2022

Conscious Shocks - (5293)

We need conscious shocks. The work is all about conscious shocks.


Conscious shocks are about ascending, improving our level of consciousness. Not the opposite.


We awaken and expand our consciousness based on conscious shocks.


With every conscious or more conscious experience there is a kind of a shock.


When we realise something we receive a shock. When a concept or belief is broken it was often after we received a shock or were shocked by something.


Am electric shock is when we receive a bolt of energy that is absorbed by our body. Sometimes the energy of the shock is too great for the body to absorb and instead permanent damage even fatal harm is done to the body.


Shocks are I repeat the way our consciousness awakens and the way we advanced in expanding our consciousness.


Contrast is a shock. Questions also supply a shock.


We need shocks to snap us out of the mechanical state and they allow us to be more conscious or alert or more intensely aware.


A health scare is a shock. We realise that going the way we are going we are going to get very ill soon. So then we initiate action to change,


We need things that shock our consciousness. Shocks are essentially energy. A shock implies new energy entering our system and with the entrance of that 'something new', new elements are created or generated in our system. 


Shocks give us a new beginning. In some ways shocks signify a start to a more conscious way about things.


True shocks to the consciousness lift the level of consciousness on the energetic and conscious path.


Shocks are often supplied to us via contrast. The realisation of what was unknown about ourselves a few minutes before gives us a new conscious energy.


Often in the mirror looking at ourselves physically but more so emotionally we receive conscious shocks.


Things that shock us are things that we didn't know before. Conscious shocks are of the 'new'.


With self-remembering we can provide conscious shocks to ourselves.


The Alchemy itself requires many conscious efforts to produce higher more potent substances with our body.


In conclusion we need conscious shocks constantly to become more conscious. If we don't receive shocks we are not really going to advance. We can supply to ourselves conscious shocks that are more artificial but none the less they work as they are shocks.


End (5293).