We know it is alive when we catch ourselves retaliating or planning to retaliate. This is becasue the "I" of self-love registers straight away a psychological debt or imbalance. When the "I" of self-love is weak or dying this registering of psychological debt doesn't happen and so the retaliation is not there. Dissolving the "I" of self-0love makes us to be creative with our consciousness turning something that appears unjust to something that is good for us. End (6068).
Gnostic Wisdom
Make knowledge consciousness. Acting now makes knowledge consciousness. As the consciousness is now. Light is consciousness. Light can transform darkness. Light shining in the darkness brings change. In change there is joy. Knowing and using the light is Gnostic wisdom.