Gnostic Wisdom

With the work on the ego. We often react because we feel it's pain. We react to the uncomfortable feeling, in an attempt to ease the feeling if not make it go away all together. Only to find that after reacting we are in more pain. The conclusion is that we need some kind of training to train ourselves at first to feel and relax through the pain the ego feels, separate it and then not allow it to express. Know that it is an ego and let it go as quickly as possible and once it is gone we are all good for a while, unless it comes back. If we drum this understanding into ourselves we can help ourselves to increase our ability to separate from it and advance more decisively towards its dissolution. End (6093).

We are truly not our way of thinking and feeling. We really feel that we are and we intensely defend our way of thinking and feeling. We can often catch ourselves saying statements such as: "that's just me, that's the way I think!", "I can't think and feel differently about that issue. That's just the way I think, it is me!". The truth is though that our way of thinking and feeling changes over time. It is actually pliable, flexible and malleable. Our consciousness or intelligence can mold it.  So then who are we if at one point we can think one way and later in time think the opposite? Even though it may seem true that my way of thinking is all me, others actually can and do think like that also. How unique is it really? We have to identify ourselves as the consciousness and intelligence, which is the one that can mold our way of thinking and feeling. When we identify with our way of thinking we feel hurt all the time. It never stops.  It may reall...

This is the question, what effect do others have on us through the impressions they emit towards us? Do they contribute to making ourselves feel comfortable with ourselves or think that there is something wrong with ourselves? Love is a powerful force and polarised as hatred it is an equally powerful force. The impressions of love from another causes us subconsciously and even consciously to feel good  and comfortable within ourselves. We can of course also send waves of love towards ourselves to our Inner Being consciously and voluntarily, to counter any negative impressions towards us. The impressions of disrespect, disdain,. reprimand, superiority, constant criticism, harsh words and cold  treatment even abuse cause us automatically and subconsciously to despise ourselves.  The strangest thing is that we don't notice that we are doing this to ourselves, we only see the anger, hurt  and protest as a strong reaction. When this despise of ourselves builds up it is un...

What is about the last drop or the last morsel that is so important and we would fight and suffer many times more than the suffering of not having it.  Is it just a sign of our sleeping consciousness. That we in general prefer a minute's bliss instead of preventing a week's suffering or how Jesus remarked that we complain about the speck of wood in another person's eye but ignore the 6 foot plank in our own eye. Even in the infra-dimensions there are those that would fight and even kill for the last drop of brandy from a bottle.  Is it because the last drop signifies the very end before the long drought and the desperation of having something before the drought is what has all the power and so we fight just to get that feeling of having the slightest fulfillment before a long tough drought ensues. Anyway whatever the reason it is a good avenue of observation, self-study and a point for comprehension, as this phenomenon appears many times in our own psychology in different a...

Everything we are doing is about exchanging values. Nothing is for free everything, works on an exchange. In any exchange, we are awarded according to the high quality of the values exchanged. Each and every exchange is ruled over by justice. So the higher the value or the greater the quality of value that we exchange or trade the greater the return. We think that we should make money trading poor values, meaning the unspoken goal is to get the most from giving the least. Then no wonder why things are not working out or paying off in our life. If we always give high quality values form ourselves, that is putting high quality time, energy and attention we will receive the most in return. We will receive a gain on our invest of the high quality values we put in.  In other words we will gain the most internally from it. More satisfying and more fulfilling, and more inner growth. We also think that things in spirituality should be for free but that is not how things work at all. Just l...

We may have never let anyone see us, even though the interact face to face with us all day long. I mean your hear t of hearts, your essence, your Being, with all its heart felt deepest yearnings, without our chest pulled open for our heart to be seen. Have we every spoken to someone that way or treated them from that place? Maybe we have only ever seen a person like that once (one that special day), and never again... Perhaps this what people call vulnerability art its deepest point. We could say now you see my essence, my Being, and for the rest you won't see me apart from my mask (personality) and my changing moods and contradictions (egos). How lucky we were able to 'see' a person in their life with us. You 'see' me now and you won't 'see' me for a long while... To best moment to 'see' another is before they go, or part from our life, as that memory is what will carry forward through time until meeting again, and seeing their soul again. End (...

The flow of life is a powerful river, that will always find its way around an obstacle. Our life is the same. The flow of life in our life can not but continue to flow. It flows and takes us with it around and over obstacles, on and on. When something is in the flow of life, of our life, it will find its way to express, manifest and unfold. That is it's living principle. When we suffer a tragedy, the flow of our life will always find a way around it.  That is the one and only question of the flow of life: "how it will find a way?" Life in its essence is all about finding a way! All about finding a way! The flow of life is the one power that finds a way. "How does someone deal with that happening in their life?", is a question often asked. The answer is their flow of life within them will find a way to, just as a river flows over the rocks blocking its way. So let's relax. Let's trust in the forces and intelligences behind the flow of life. We often don...

Needed Taking action is the need. Not taking action is what trips us all up. There is a science to taking action. Knowing this science and applying it helps us to improve at taking action and changing our ways to be more practical and balanced between thinking and action. Points of the Science One of the points of this science is to act straight away. Don't wait for the perfect setup or moment or preparation. Accept the first attempt could well be a flop. Get the flop out of the way and onto the next attempt. Be happy to get it wrong and equally happy to say that was learning and then jump forward applying what was just learnt. Forget the past and focus on the new actions. As soon as we think of it do it. If we say to ourselves we are going to do it, do it now. When we feel like doing something go ahead and do it. Don't plan it in for later.  When we feel like doing something that is the moment of us to do it even if we are doing something else. Some balance is needed there of ...

Introduction In general proceed from the outside working inwards. Here is an example checklist for some ideas to follow when practicing intimate psychoanalysis. Checklist Physical Recreate the event using our memory and imagination.  What was the event about? Who was there? Where was it? What was the sequence of events? What was said? What did I do? What did I say? Use imagination to be outside of ourselves and see everything that happened, even see ourselves in the event, just as if we were watching the event on TV. Important! At this stage it is just factual and objective answering.  This will bring a lot of light, as it is valuable information that we need to see about ourselves. Observation gives rise to separation and separation gives rise to comprehension. Observation essentially tells us that the "I" we are observing is not of our true Being nature. Hence the process of separation begins within us. Psychological What was the flavour of the event? What impressions were ...

Punctuality The key to doing well in intimate psycho-analysis is to analyse straight away. Allow as little time to pass as possible. This is to avoid the mind from forgetting details and inventing others, playing things down and in general omitting and not seeing things as they were. End (6073).

Notes for Successful Intimate Psycho Analysis Introduction Here are some notes to assist with the practice of intimate psychological analysis as Master Samael taught it. What is it and What is it for  Intimate psychoanalysis is a tool used in the psychological work. It is used to assist in the dissolution of a psychological "I" or aggregate. It is practiced ideally in a concentrated or meditative state of mind, introducing a series of questions that are aimed at dismantling the falsities and illusions presented by the psychological "I" under examination  One of the results of psychoanalysis is to provide insight to apprehend the nature of the psychological "I" and to understand how and why it functions. It is a stage in the dissolution of the psychological "I". Usually an initial stage.  After one has done a lot of psychological work - psychological analysis is left behind because one knows really well what any ego is, and just goes about giving ...

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Unemotional decisions are the best ones to make.  When we are unemotional, this is our most stable state and in that state we have access to a certain knowing within us that allows us to know if we can uphold the consequences of the decision no matter what they are. This knowing makes us to stand on steady grounds within us.  When we are unemotional we are not going to change so much and we are not going to regret them or make the wrong decision.  Unemotional decisions are also more conscious.  Emotional decisions are usually always the ones that we regret later. Emotional decisions are when we decide based on an intense emotion and then when the emotion subsides we don't feel the same and we regret the decision. Unemotional decisions are best as they also carry the benefit of being well thought out - with our intellectual centre having done it's work.  The advantage of making unemotional decisions is that our response to the results of the decision  are ba...

Because we don't really know how to die in ourselves too well, we go and tell others all sorts of things.  We find that when we know how to die and we start to do it, we say a lot less to people. A lot less complaint and protest and a lot less come back and accounting book. End (6064).

Fear disappears or subsides substantially when we say to ourselves to one day, that I can live in what I fear and be all ok. For example, if I fear not having any money, and I say well I'm going to just live in that situation and put look beyond it, then fear diminshes. Fear typically ends when we rise up within ourselves and say I'm going to make it through and be all ok and then take away the huge amount of attention I'm putting on that situation. Then leaves in a very substantial way. When fear goes, we see how much more there is to life, we are an essence, we have consciousness and what is important is to live the life of our Being, and not allow it to be hampered or blocked by not trusting in It. That though does not at all mean we stop working or stop doping. Continue doing and working hard but without worry. The Being and ourselves are a team, we need to do our part and the Being does It's part. End (6085).