Gnosis Wisdom

This is something I am learning the last couple of days. I am feeling strongly that we need to learn from what is happening in our life right now or what has just happened. The book I feel we need to read is what is happening in our life or what has happened. My observation is that we tend to ignore what's happening or has happened in our life and read, listen and watch all sorts of other books, audio and video. The text, audio and video we read, listen and watch can be great and very helpful, but it just may not be what we really just now. Our life is always wanting to teach us something and if we don't pay attention to it we really miss the chance to learn so many valuable lessons.  Our life though is very forgiving, it repeats the lessons often, sometimes with a sprinkling of pain to intice us to learn the lesson this time round. I think that we would want for ourselves to move on and learn many new and other kinds of lessons, not just fail to learn the same old lesson. So i...

For me now, where gratitude has its power is in transforming the negative. The real value is outside of duality. That is, it does not only work for the positive things we receive. That's how the ego works in one side of duality. This is really where we need it working for us, on the negative side. Helping us to transform the negative into consciousness. To see that each fight, each argument, each negative impression, each 'no', each difficult time, each insult, is if we decide to work on it is a valuable chance to get something for our consciousness.  When we work, we transform those things mentioned above into a gift. A valuable gift that we give ourselves - the gift of more consciousness.  Feeling the new awareness we automatically feel grateful. But where gratitude comes into the picture is before we work, just when we receive the negative impression. Because gratitude being conscious, it knows that everything can be transformed and for gratitude to be, it knows it must ...

Vengance is something that exists in the life of the human being. There is the desire for vengance, the drive for it that is felt by human beings... Vengance has been sought out countless times in history and most likely countless times in our own personal history, in varying degress from the subtle that only we know to the very obvious that all can see... Because it is felt in us while living life here on Earth it is very good to know about its nature, to the extent of being able to replace it with something else much better in quality after we have comprehended it. In short, it is really good to know how to work the feelings of vengance. Venegance appears in us when we were not able to transform what happened to us. I know it can be really hard and almost it is bordering on the 'too much' to say that... But vengance has to have a reason for appearing. We sometimes believe that some things should not be transformed. Even though it is so hard to contemplate this, those things t...

Introduction That feeling of being inherently flawed or 'not good enough' or 'unworthy' comes from, I very resepctfully say, from a lack of self-forgiveness. I mean not the cheap kind that you'll find in modern spiritual self-help healing workshops but the real kind that has to do with awakening and addressing the cause of certain errors, which takes its time. This may not seem quite right but reflect a little maybe it is true for you... I very respectfully say those feelings mentioned above come from having done something that we now regret and lament. The regret then causes us to turn on ourselves, judging and attacking ourselves in many different ways... This post is just some notes for when we find that attribute which we could call self-forgiveness, difficult to invoke. We may not like forgiving ourselves. We may think it is wrong. We may think that we will keep causing harm if we forgive ourselves. We may think we don't deserve it. We don't know how to...

Introduction I think that we have to get to know how our very own consciousness works. Especially to know when it manifests and to know how to get it to manifest.  This post presents a few notes in relation to this. Slow Maybe your consciousness is slow to work. Maybe it is quite quick. Your consciousness may take a few hours, a few days for it to start to give you answers, for it to open up, for it to release new insights and understanding about a problem, an issue, a difficulty or something you want to understand or may be it is different. However it is, it is very good to know it. To know that your consciousness is slow in working, for example is good. If your consciousness is slow that means you have to wait and be patient. The reassuring thing is that it will work, you just need to wait and give it time. So Natural Our consciousness is so natural when it works. It is not sensational nor spectacular. Well sometimes but usually it is so simple and natural that we can not suspect...

Introduction This post highlights the places where love and hate are direct opposites. Direct Opposites Hatred is blind but love is clairvoyant. Love allows us to understand the teachings and work to receive them but hatred does not allow us to understand them nor work to receive them. Love draws us closer to God, hatred distances us. Love brings us closer to people while hatred distances us. Love transforms while hatred deforms. Love unites and creates while hatred destroys and disintegrates. More to come... End (4165).

Here is a good teaching from m.m.m which rings very true in practical life, in very, let's say special moments. "The mind attacks and the emotion defends". The mind usually always attacks. When we are in the mind, with the wheels of the mind churning we are inevitably going to end up in attack mode. The mind usually always protests and complains and that is very close to attacking.  When the consciousness or the work or the understanding of the heart are not accessible the mind takes over and starts attacking, even as objectively and truthfully as it can. The emotion is the one that defends. We defend what is close or dear to us. The emotion is what is deeper in us so when what is deep in us is threatened, the emotion is always activated. Our image could be very dear to us for example. We all obviously take our life emotionally because it is deep and dear to us. What agitates the mind and produces an attack of the mind is not really so deep and important to us. It is rath...

Introduction This post is a series of notes about love and hatred.  When you read all these points please don't think that I am embodying these points of hatred and love. I know about hatred from experience, I know I have certain "I's" of hatred that I am working on and I know like all of us I have love inside but I am far from embodying these points on love. Eventhough I am writing these points from a very imperfect position, they come from the teachings and are valid. I hope that they will resonate with you and be of some help.   I think the point that: "one gram of love, used wisely and in the right moment allows tonnes of hatred to be dissolved" is the most important point of this whole post. Hatred Introduction We may think that we don't hate but when reading these points we may see that on a subtle level there is some work for us to do. ⛒There are certain "I's" of hatred that live in the psyche of human beings. These "I's...

Foregiveness is a gift that we give to ourselves. Foregiveness is more for us than the other person. This is so very important to understand. It is the gift of giving ourselves peace. The gift of closing an issue within ourselves. The gift that allows ourselves to heal. The gift of accepting what was done and giving ourselves the green light to move on... To forgive is to unburden ourselves. To forgive is to trust in God and in the Divine Law, that if there was something done wrong to us, it will be made right by God and by the Divine Law at the right time. It is a gift of healing our interior of so much bitterness and allowing an opening for light to enter. Maybe it was because we did something wrong a long time ago and what happened just recently was a learning for us...It is easier to forgive when it is this way, because that person took the role of helping us to learn. For the other it is also a gift. It is the gift of a clean slate, a second chance. It could also be the gift of en...

It seems after some exposure to other spiritual schools and systems that a spiritual kind of ethics is missing. There are so many spiritual movements that speak about 'a learning', 'a journey', 'neither right or wrong', 'all in the universe', 'the flow', 'what feels natural' etc. But what of an ethics, they seem not to have a really clearly defined set of ethics. Yet the principles and laws of any ethics are always clear... They really don't like abiding by an ethics. A loose or looser kind of ethics yes, they are comfortable with that and talk about that, but who can guaranteee the sincere seeker that that looser kind of ethics is the ethics of the path or an ethics sufficient enough to walk the one secret path back to the Inner Being? Ethics may seem to be so rigid... Often that perception that ethics is rigid produces an unpleasant feeling of restriction: "I can't do that, what?". Most of the time it is an egoical des...

The path has its ethics. I don't think we can deny this... The ethics of the path is what distinguishes it from so many other spiritual schools and movements. There exists what is called cosmic moral laws, which are a part of the path or are not indifferent to the path. Cosmic moral laws are the psychological aspect of the cosmic laws, that's all. The ethics of the path is its foundation and its strength. A person upholding the ethics of the path is his or her strength, protection and guide. One could even say that the path is a gradual incarnation of the ethics of the spirit. What are ethics? It is the upholding of the principles and laws of the spirit and the cosmos. It only makes sense to say that ethics are to be upheld. If the sun were to forget about upholding its ethic of giving of itself everyday, life in the solar system would suffer. But the Sun never fails in giving - it never fails its ethic. Just one of the ethics of the path says that if the Kundalini is awake and...

What we give is always more important! I, we, can forget that very practical truth. We ask many things from the Being and that for us is important. But in the reality I respectfully think that what we give the Being is much more important. From what we give to the Being, It can help us! The work and the good quality of the work that we do is what helps us and gives the Being the ability to help us. Without merit or cosmic capital it is hard to receive help. Cosmic capital is earnt always we are told, by giving.  The best quality of giving, is when we give our spiritual work, investing several of our values and working with consistency and constancy. Then we can receive the best! For our psychological well-being what we give is generally more important! When psychologically we  are positioned on the side of receiving we are worse off. That is the position to end up suffering and to be dependent and inevitably the one 'hard done by' i.e. the victim.  To the work what we giv...

Two ways to put pressure on yourself: consciously and unconsciously. We have to put pressure on ourselves to change. When we have a reason and a goal that is objective, that is spiritual that is for our betterment, the pressure we apply on ourselves is conscious. When we are motivated by the subconscious or by some egoical desire the pressure we apply on ourselves to be a certain way is not fully conscious and things that are not fully conscious produce adverse results. That is results that we may not have wished for or hoped for. Usually those adverse results are a kind of suffering, inner conflict, inner confusion, unhappiness, stress, distancing from ourselves, lack of remembering of ourselves, a lack of being at peace with ourselves and a loss of certain values that we have... End (4164).

 We can serve two masters for a while. But there comes a time when it becomes difficult... By two masters I mean two masters that are of different or even opposing qualities. Like matter and the spirit or the ego and the essence or the subconscious and the consciousness.  After a while of serving two masters. We will find that we are not really going anywhere. We will find that we are neither devoted to one or the other and neither of the two are happy and nor are we. We know well that concentration is what counts. Definition and devotion are really concentration. If it is true in our heart that we want one for example the path, we will find that we need concentration in the path and serving the other master is not helping things inside of ourselves and maybe outside of ourselves too.  We may find ourselves conflicted, weak, distracted, lacking depth, just keeping afloat...   Then we will understand really the wisdom behind what Jesus said and was recorded in th...

Begging the Divine Mother to dissolve any conditioning of our essence accelerates the dissolution of that conditioning resulting in freeing the essence.  This key was not given to us because the mother is the closest thing to us and the easiest thing for us to relate to. No! It is because esoterically it is the most effective way.  Who God damn it has more wisdom and authentic power over our inner universe than the mother of our inner universe. She is in each atom of our inner universe. She is the power of life and the power of death and has the authentic right of the absolute to give life and take life. She is the mother of the essence, what the essence comprehends and makes redundant she can break down. She is an electronic force that can pierce any egoic molecular composition. The ego is molecular and She is electronic. Where we can’t undo the conditioning She can.  She is more powerful than us and can work quicker than we can. She is 30,000 times quicker than the mind...

We have all sorts of unusal "I's" within us. If we are alert we can discover them... I say "I's" because they are a psychological person living within our subconscious. They are like a metaphysical entity belonging to us that takes us over at the right moment to fuilfill their conditioning. They are like a person that has their thinking logic, their corresponding feeling and action. They are a mini us because they have some of our essence inside them. The essence is what makes a person.  We have seen the thoughts and felt the feelings of these "I's" before but it has never twigged within us that those thoughts, feelings and actions have come from an "I", one particular "I" that when we see it we are now on its tail... A discovered "I" is a dead "I". In time, as we work on it, it will die! It can happen that we have some saddistic "I's" living within our subconscious. Typically these "I...

We need to think esoterically. I discovered this necessity today. I want to think esoterically so that I can avoid so much psychological struggle... If only we do, we can save ourselves so much silly suffering that comes from thinking with the mind and the personality.  When we think with the mind and personality what happens is that differences in one another's past experiences and current circumstances as well as differences in personality plus differences in mental positions get one stuck in internal and external struggles... To see one another esoterically is key! So important in fact more important than what we realise.  To see the other esoterically means to see them as an essence. Which means to see them as an essence that has a Divine Monad.  Yeah yeah heard that 1000 times before, so what you say! Read on... To see the other as an essence means to see them right now as they are in the work. Exactly in the work! To see them in the work means to see their past, the...

I read somewhere in the writings of Paracelsus that a human being can be very degenerated, almost totally dengenerated yet it is still possible for that person to regenerate. Of course it won't be easy and much effort will be needed, but it is possible and is performed all the time. How degenerated in general are we from what we once were in Lemuria? This is because the essence can never be lost. It can be totally bottled to 100% but thanks to the help of mother nature or the Divine Mother it can be freed and recupérate it’s original condition. This is because the essence itself is something indestructible. I think that is really good to know. In fact it is in the teachings of Gnosis where Master Samael says that the demons of today will be the cosmocrators of tomorrow. However with everything, it has to have its provisos or limitations. What those conditions or limits are, I am not really sure.  Perhaps if the brain or mind are damaged beyond a certain level of repair then it won...

We know that this is what we must do to avoid creating karma. We know that this is what we must do to avoid pain and suffering. We know that this is what we must do to acquire merits. We don't really know what right thinking, feeling and acting is though... We only really know what this is when we are in the wrong... Sometimes our consciousness can see both sides: the wrong and the right and based off of what is in our consciousness already, we know the way. This is not always the case due to our limited consciousness and limited conscious experience. But when we our consciousness does not know, we only can know when we are in the wrong. The trick is all about timing! Timing is everything. We have to be quick to notice the wrong and correct it! Correct it on time! The trouble is always when we spend too much time in the wrong! Just like what happened with the Kundabuffer organ. It was not removed on time and because of that costly mistake we all collectively have the ego. Our Being...

Paying attention to our mind moment by moment observing, witnessing what arises, gives us all that we need for the day and for the future to work on. We just have to pay attention to our psychology in the moment and a door with so many things for us to work on opens. Those are the things we really need to work on. Those are the precise things that if we work on them, our life will be made better. It takes a little time to sink into the moment and a little time more to then sink into ourselves so that we can be naturally aware of ourselves. To observe oursleves in the moment is so important to do some work on ourselves. If we lose the moment we lose the day in effect. Feel what we are feeling but observe as well. Don't forget to observe. Its so important to do both, don't neglect the observing. The observing part is an open receptive state that allows you to be aware of what is being felt.  End (4150).

That is the best refuge or place to be - that is as close to reality as possible. The reality is the moment. What happens in the moment is the reality. Where is God or the Being but in the reality - the Great Reality the Aboslute has been called. When you have been grief stricken by so many rememberings of the past and racked with anxiety with so many projections into the future you only want a refuge which is now - the reality of now, that is neither of the haunting past or worrisome future.  Deal with reality now in this moment and we can manage it all. The moment now is not as bad as the memory of the past and projections of the future. Reality now, brings relief, comfort and more peace than what the past or future can ever offer. End (4149).