D-18 the Faster Rubbish Truck

D-18 the Faster Rubbish Truck - (4487)

From what I have heard and experienced myself, working to dissolve the "I's" we have, means frequently visiting the abyss, either our own and or the abyss of nature.

There are many reasons for this. With one being that that is where we find the deeper aspects of the egos that we are working on and it is there through those experiences in the abyss that we learn more about the hidden side of those egos.

The abyss inside and outside ourselves is a lot about waste management. A lot about recycling, a lot about discarding what is not useful...

In the abyss a really good tool to do our work with is a rubbish truck. The fastest rubbish truck is a "D-18". D is the fourth letter of the alphabet and 4 plus 1 plus 8 equals 13 which is death. So with psychological death we make the work of the rubbish truck faster. Also with a fast rubbish truck we can get away from the danger...

The things we need to die in the most are 18 - the occult enemies.

D is an interesting letter - all that is about decreasing, diminishing etc. begins with the letter 'd'. Such as: death, destroy, deconstruct, devalue, decay, decimate, decompose, disdain, disorder, disharmony, degeneration etc.

The letter 'm' is another interesting letter. M is for magic, mystery, master, mother, mission, matrimony, marriage, magi, magnetism, etc.

End (4487).

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