Gnostic Wisdom

Introduction Resentment at the end of the day is all about balance. Resentment is a psychological debt where there is within us a need for something to be compensated. We are usually left with a psychological debt when we could not get balance or compensation straight away. This may have been due to the circumstances or due to our particular nature – polite, respectful, slow thinking etc. Though when we do not receive compensation from the outside that is from another person we get resentful, or if we are not able to compensate from within using the esoteric work we end up being resentful as well. When we don’t compensate or balance ourselves from within we must seek compensation from the outside and this is revenge, and resentment is very mathematical in revenge because it is about balance. If you read on you will see how it works. Mathematical in Pay Back Quality Resentment pays back to the other with impressions o...

Nobility of the Essence At first it may not seem like it is the right way, or the way that will work, or the way that will solve the situation, but keeping the nobility of one’s work and essence at the forefront in any conflict, clash or disagreement with other people really pays off. It may take a long time to pay off, but it is worth it. Worth it to ourselves. Why? Because it is a triumph of the noble values of the essence and the Being in us. One does not need to apologise, retract statements or pay any new debts. When the conflict subsides one is left in an equanimous state, a state not weighed down by debt. Such a way of conducting oneself, logically I think bring the law to one’s side, providing one is not at fault. End (1078).

Weapons Sharp and Ready When after a long or brief repose, we feel that a bothersome ego wants to return to our human machine, it is very helpful to be ready. One good way to be ready is to arm yourself with all of your weapons so to speak, of comprehension and will. The following points of comprehension converted into words may be helpful. I Shall Fall Back in Time and in Karma if I get Identified! To get identified once again is worse than stagnation because it means to undo the work we have done previously and return to a state where that ego was once very strong. There are New Octaves of Consciousness Waiting Just If I Don’t Identify! A whole new corridor leading into open green pastures awaits. It is up to us to choose. When am I going to Gain Control? For How Long am I going to be without Control? It is Time Enough! It is time enough, we can’t be with this defect as strong as it is and advance i...

When we fight with someone in our mind, we are not fighting with the person at all. We are fighting with ourselves. To be precise we are fighting with our own concept of the other person that we have in our mind. So in effect we are fighting with our own mind really. One part of our mind against another part. I really love cardinals. How beautiful and red is their plumage! We Create Two Mental Representations We artificially create a person in our mind which we fight with and of course the part of our mind that represents us wins the battle and the part that is the other person loses the battle. We always fight with ourselves in our mind, never the other person because we do not have them in our mind do we? Concepts We have a concept of them and then we go and fight with that concept. If we have no concept of them there would be no mental representation of them in our mind, and then nothing to fight with. ...

Introduction – Every Ego Wishes to Continue Living Every ego is made to live. So it is so natural that as long as it is alive it will try and try to enter our human machine to feed and exert its existence. Dissolution the Solution The solution is always elimination or dissolution with the help of the Divine Mother. We Must be Ready! It may go away for a while. Though it soon enough begins to send signals to our psychology that it is going to come back. Well, we have to be ready! Separation is Key! It does us well to know that it is an ego, programmed or conditioned to produce certain thoughts and corresponding feelings. It has a will to make its desire take place in the physical world. We will also do well to know that it is not us and that is what it must do, though we do not have to go through with that. We can observe and witness it trying to exert its will or desire through thoughts, feelings ...

Introduction We may feel hurt or sad or like we are missing something or losing something when another person does not pay interest to us. Obviously in such a situation we are wanting that person to take an interest in us, and part of the reason why we feel so upset is because of this expectation. Reality Says they Don’t We can’t say that people should be interested in us. People should only be doing what they are doing. We associate people not being interested in us as not loving us or not wanting us to be important in their lives. With this thought we feel very sad etc. Can be Overcome But if we generate our love for our Being we can overcome that. We can overcome it because when we generate love for the being we are filling a gap in ourselves. When we generate love we are generating love from within our core, what happens with the ego of self-love is that it is made redundant because we are generating ...

Introduction There is one very peculiar thing about the spiritual fall and its relationship to the sexual energy. The fact that a spiritual fall is produced from the loss of the sexual energy tells us an extraordinary thing about the sexual energy. If when we lose the sexual energy we fall spiritually (depending on how voluntarily it was), with the result being a loss of light or consciousness, the resuscitation of the egos that had been dissolved and a loss in power and force. Sexual Energy is Light, Fire and Force This means to some extent that in the sexual energy that was lost is consciousness, fire and force. We rarely think this way that our sexual energy is consciousness or light, or power and force. We normally think of it as energy. Even in sexuality is light and fire. If we use sexuality wrongly we lose consciousness, power and force. Importance This post was written to empathize the imp...

Introduction I was taught in my early classes that if a Master is to win entrance into the Absolute, this master must have helped at least one soul to get their realization. Master Samael Master Samael has certainly won entrance into the Absolute many times over now. Now it is the turn of those who helped Master Samael to help themselves by helping others to get their realization. You Too One day too if we are to win the Absolute we have to help others to get their self-realisation. Stages of Self-Realisation It seems that self-realisation begins when the bodies have been made and one has successfully completed the fifth initiation of fire. The stages that come after this are to further and perfect the self-realisation. End (1072).

Introduction There are certain things that come from others that enter deep into our essence and really leave an indelible mark. This is different for every person. Immense Gratitude and Respect The effect of this mark in our essence is an immense gratitude towards the essence, soul and Monad of that other person. It could be that a certain person has always through many difficulties always treated you in one way or has always loved you or has always been kind to you. This may mark and deeply impress your soul. What marks or deeply impresses each essence depends on each person. Such a mark inspires a very deep mutual respect and appreciation. Such a person is said to have won the heart of another but not in a romantic way but in an essence to essence way. Live Out What Has Touched Us What we have to do is live out what has deeply touched us. Live out and be that principle that has so deeply touched us. We...

Introduction There is a very interesting anecdote with Master Samael and a student. It goes like this: Anecdote A lady which was a student of Master Samael told him that she had stolen something from a shop and she was going to put it back anonymously. He said that this is good but more was needed to be done. He said that she must even talk to the shop owner and tell the owner that she stole the object and that she was returning it. This anecdote has a lot of wisdom in it for us. It says that when we make a mistake we should repair the mistake and inform others involved about our part in that mistake. This anecdote is inviting us to be much more complete in our reparations for our errors. Coming out totally clean is the way it seems, coming out half is not the way Master Samael was suggesting! End (1070).

Something So Natural Seeing sex as something very natural, as natural as walking, drinking and eating is very beneficial psychologically speaking. This is because due to the ego of lust we see sex and the human body as something fascinating and slightly unreal. And it is precisely this unrealness or fascinatingly super  high concept or exaggeration that gives the egos of lust a lot of their power. Change Views If we can change the way we see sex and the human body as something so very natural we will suffer a positive change in perception that will make the exaggeration of lust in its perspective very obvious to us and therefore give us more of a capacity to separate from it and therefore dissolve it. End (1069).

Enigmatic Phrase in the Bible This is a scary topic: pacts involving blood. Pacts are scary let alone mixing them with blood. There is a history and a definite topic in esotericism to do with blood pacts. It is present in various traditions as an “oath of blood” and as "blood brothers” amongst the North American Indians. Irreversible Pacts to do with blood are said to be irreversible. When the blood of two people are mixed, as in the case of blood brothers, it is a sign that an agreement has been made and that agreement is irreversible. Meaning one will stay brothers with the other for whole of one's life and even beyond that. When a pact is made, it means that we are swearing on our very own life, on our inner core which is true by nature, that whatever it is that we are promising will manifest and hold true. In vowels, pacts, or pledges there is the principle of truth and the principle of life and Being. What is true has to have a Being, and the repre...

Enigmatic Phrase in the Bible There is this very enigmatic phrase in the bible to do with the “blood of the lamb”. It says that: “the blood of the lamb washes away the sins of the Earth.” This baffled me for so many years until I found Gnosis and here below is what Master Samael says about it. Excerpt From Master Samael (El Quinto Evangelio, page 1257) “The flesh of the Christ is the mercury of the wise and the blood, I repeat is the wine, the sulphur. The blood of the sacrificial lamb that washes away the sins of the world, is the fire, the sulphur that burns within the entrails of the Earth… When we strike a rock with a flint, fire results, that is to say, sulphur… The Christ is crucified in the world from the dawn of life, He is the fire… What interests us particularly is the flame of the flame, the occult of the occult, the astral signature of the fire, the fire of the fire; this mystical fire tha...

Wheels of History Blood alone moves the wheels of history. ~Martin Luther Impulses All the soarings of my mind begin in my blood. ~Rainer Maria Rilke History Who has fully realized that history is not contained in thick books but lives in our very blood? ~Carl Jung A Special Fluid This is a very peculiar fluid. ~Goethe Life's Nourishment "Even the most ignorant human being knows that blood is an infinitely precious liquid and that someone who loses their blood loses their life too. As long as it circulates within the body, blood is protected, as if sealed in a container. But as soon as it escapes from the body, for whatever reason, it evaporates like all liquids; that is, its etheric particles disperse into space. And these particles are alive: they retain something of the elements which make blood the bearer of life, and because of this they serve as food for invisible entities. Yes, it has been known since time immemorial that bl...

I’m getting a bit scared writing these posts on blood so I thought that I would take a break and write something totally different, just to refresh my system from some strange egos that I have which get scared about anything that has to do with blood. I know of some very good people in the Australian cities that may be checking out the blog, but cities such as Salt Lake City and Belle Plaine are a surprise to me. Hope anyway the BlogSpot has been useful for you. The (not set) section could hold some surprises, but we will never know what. Anyway thanks for reading and I hope that what you have read has been useful and if there is anything that you would like me to post about just email me: mareneptunus@gmail.com or leave an anonymous comment on any of the posts. Thanks End (1065).

Introduction There is something very special about it. It is not like saliva or some other fluids within the body. It though like saliva serves a particular function but it is very special. It is certainly an agent of life within us. Without it our body remains lifeless. When we “bleed out” we lose life. Esoterically speaking it is what absorbs prana and moves prana around our body. Even within blood is prana, the great substance of life and that is why when we ‘bleed out’ we lose life or prana and the ability to bring and move prana around our body. Function of Blood Blood actually is fluid life, it absorbs oxygen - the breath of life through our lungs. When it absorbs oxygen it is renewed. It goes from being blue red in colour to pure red. Blood nourishes the organs and all the parts of the body. It having absorbed oxygen is transformed and is able to give nourishment to the body. It fulfils the function of...

Introduction The following excerpts from Maser Samael explain so very clearly how blood is a very magical substance and how it has been used magically in the past for very special purposes. Excerpts from V.M Samael Aun Weor, “Perfect Matrimony” In the following excerpt Master Samael brings to our attention the magic power of blood. The Magic of Blood “ THE TWO RITUALS There are certain tenebrous rites which survive from the most remote periods of history. The witches of Thessaly celebrated certain rituals in their cemeteries or tombs to invoke the shadows of the dead. On the anniversary of the death of their loved ones they would meet before the tombs in the cemetery and amidst the most terrifying shrieks, pierced their breasts so that blood would flow. This served as a vehicle for the shadows of the dead to materialize in the physical world. Homer, the great Initiate, recounts in the Odyssey something concerning a ritual celebrated by a witch on the island of C...

Now and then in esoteric talks and lectures I would hear blood being mentioned. It always made me wonder about blood, as to what really is in our blood and what is its real esoteric significance. The next few posts are about what I have found out about what we have in our blood and what its esoteric significance is. We really get big hint as to the esoteric significance of blood when we hear about the last supper and the verse in the bible that says: “the blood of the lamb washes away the sins of the world”. The next post will be about the last supper. End (1062).

We are ready to achieve something when we say to ourselves "whatever the cost". It is important to bear in mind that others are not an enemy here. When you are prepared to do, to lose and sacrifice whatever it may be to attain your goal, you are ready to get it and you shall. End (1061).

Introduction We have to leave the desire to be loved all together. That is freedom. It seems so scary to leave that desire. As soon as we contemplate this possibility we see ourselves as alone, abandoned and bereft. All the Masters Before Us Did It! Isn’t true that all the great masters before us, have dissolved the desire to be sought after and loved? Then we must do the same at some point. Will we be? We may think that we will be cruel. But will we? I think that we won't be. We are more likely to be giving freely of our love. We have our Being, and in our Being is love and so we will be love and so how then can we lose love? Conclusion We will certainly be free, and more loving and more of love itself. This is because the desire for love cuts us off from it and we can never control the receiving of love. Love is like water as soon as we close our hand on the water in the palm of our hand i...

Introduction The gymnasium to conquer the fabrication of one’s psychological moon is a fierce one. Often it is a very painful one. It does not have to be painful though it may not be for certain people or at certain times. If it is Painful If it is painful, it is because we need yet to learn many intimate truths, and because we are very attached to certain beliefs that are not true we end up suffering in the process of realising our beliefs are wrong before coming over time, to realise and adopt these truths deeply enough to displace the suffering. First Lesson One needs to come to the conclusion that one is really above all, a consciousness and that consciousness is of a Real Being, and that Real Being is real and has a real presence, and furthermore is inside of ourselves and we are ultimately that Being. Coming to this realisation, which mind you must be realised by our consciousness, requires releasing ...

Introduction As we know water is one of the four elements and really they are all special, without either one we would not have creation and life the way we have it now. We know that water is akin to life, it is what life comes out of and it is what sustains life. Earth provides the platform for life, fire is the energy of life and air is like the movement of life. All the elements fulfil a role in sustaining life. However, water does something a little extra. The following excerpts from Gurdjieff and Master Samael tell us what this extra function is and why water is so important to the formation and especially the sustaining of life. Excerpt – Gurdjieff Water and the Trogoautoegocratic Law “The said pearl is formed in one-brained beings which breed in the ‘Saliakooriap’ of your planet Earth, that is to say, in that part of it which is called ‘Hentralispana,’ or, as your favourites might express it, the blood o...