Gnostic Wisdom

For sure when our subconscious wants something it tries eagerly to connect to the subconscious of others. It eagerly tries to find the same element in the other person. Pride to pride, laziness to laziness, lust to lust, greed to greed, criminal to criminal etc. It does this because it knows the subconscious of the other person will co-operate with it. That is, the two subconscious' will work together to fulfill their common desire. The ego in one subconscious tries to connect with the ego of the other person in their subconscious. Sometimes this is done on purpose and other times it is done accidentally by bringing up a topic that has significantly bothered a person or gave or gives the person some trouble. The best way to deal with this is by first of all noticing that the ego is there in our subconscious and it is trying to connect to the other person's subconscious and various ideas of how to connect are popping up.  Then we can ask ourselves do we really want what the ego ...

To use our consciousness we need to have it free and awake. Which means that it must be outside of our mind and outside definitely of our abyss. We can really dip into our abyss a lot during the day. One or another ego can take us down there. In the abyss things are never really that good. Even if it is a so called pleasant ego or an ego that promises us pleasant things, going to the abyss with that ego is still not good. Still doesn't feel good... Because we have lose our consciousness. We know that we are in our abyss by examining our thoughts. Our thoughts will tell us everything we need to know about this question. So we need I recognise lots of awareness of our thoughts.  Once our thoughts are clean, neutral or happy in character we can then begin to expand or concentrate our consciousness and get some results or a glimpse of something new and insightful for us. When we are in our abyss maybe we can be fulfilling that desire but still we have lost our consciousness. But outsid...

Here is a question that may enter our minds from time to time. We feel desires about this and that, and naturally the question comes to mind: satisfy the desire or not satisfy the desire? If we satisfy the desire we will feel satisfied? Or an ego will feel satisfied? But then we ask would that be good to do that or not good to do that?  If we don't satisfy the desire we will feel unsatisfied and lacking, missing something, but then we feel that we want our consciousness to come and fill that lacking with new comprehension, which is a superior kind of satisfaction that brings what is called contentment.  Comprehension is like the satisfaction of the consciousness. Comprehension created by the consciousness, counter balances the lacking feeling of not pleasing desire. Many times when we do please a desire we feel afterwards that it is a fault on our part or a fault on the part of our consciousness. A fault where we should have listened to our consciousness because it knew that ...

Introduction This post is a reflection on one of the attributes present within the sexual energy. Please note, it is only a reflection. Within the sexual energy there are so many elements, factors, qualities, attributes, properties, characteristics... It has to be that way as the sexual energy is what gives rise to life, and life as we know is composed of an infinite number of qualities, attributes, characteristics and properties... Some of these attributes, qualities and characteristics can manifest here in the physical world, but more importantly I think, some of these attributes can be used by us consciously to help ourselves in our work. The attribute of conquest I think is one of them. One of the many attributes latent in the sexual energy is conquest. Master Samael says in the "Perfect Matrimony" the following: "The semen is the astral liquid of man. In the semen is the Astral Light.  The semen is the key of all powers and the key to all empires . The Astral Light ...

A key of magic to enter into it and develop it, is to really accept it and really believe in it. I mean totally whole heartedly, when we do that the particular value of it involved begins to enter us. A skeptical person is one who rejects even the idea of magic and any value that it has to offer, and so nothing of magic can even touch them.  Before we can experience something we have to accept or believe. Then once there is experience we can leave behind belief for knowing.  Sometimes behind our initial belief there is knowing from remote times, of which we don't remember.  Belief accumulates via practice. As it accumulates it turns into a kind of power. Then something can happen. This applies for all kinds of magic, right or wrong. All those who do act magically all believe in it, esoterically white or black, right or left etc. End (4079).  

Notes Here are some notes for the Hydrogen Si-12 lecture.  Hydrogens Hydrogens have all to do with matter and energy in our constitution and in the universe. To put it simply we can understand a hydrogen as a class of energy or a class of substance, where matter and energy are interchangeable.  There are many classes of hydrogens and each vary by how they tend towards matter or how much they tend towards energy. The more refined and powerful hydrogens are those that are more energy in nature. The heavier and denser hydrogens are those that are more matter than energy. A word that goes hand in hand with hydrogens is transformation. The marvellous thing about the hydrogens is that they undergo constant transformation - the transformation of matter into energy. Via the process of conscious transformation a person can transform the hydrogens to higher and higher octaves. Even as high as Hydrogen 1 which nourishes the highest bodies of the Being. That of the hydrogens is a difficul...

A new day is a fresh new start. Hope is always present in the air when we see a new day, as a new day has the potential to be different. Hope brings positive feelings and optimism which makes us fight again with renewed enthusiasm.  Today we can right many wrongs, and we can install and run the work. We can begin our new day by not repeating the mistakes of yesterday. Putting into action from the very start, what we learnt from yesterday.  Holding hope that we will make today good, and we will learn and consolidate more about how to make tomorrow as good and better. End (4078).

Notes Some notes for the Need and Greed talk. In many ways this talk is about setting down some guiding principles to do with establishing a useful relationship a person seeking a spiritual path can have with matter. With one of the most important  components of matter, being money. Basically we have to know how to relate intelligently with matter. As the spiritual path is the development of the Spirit while in matter. Needs There are absolute and relative needs. This is good to know. Even though some needs are relative they are still needs. A need is somehing that we can not do without. The absolute needs are three: food, shelter and clothing. Relative needs are for example things we may need for our job, such as: a car, a phone, a computer etc. Because without those things we can do our job and earn money to provide food, shelter and clothing for ourselves. Then there are things which we do not need and this is where we cross a line and enter into the zone of greed, of excess, of...

Spiritual strengthening can be seen among many as consisting of these three activities: protect, guide and illuminate. The best protection is to make our centres and our will strong. That is strong in the practice. With strong centres and a strong will we can ward off much danger. Clear in the intellect, firm in the emotion and discplined in the motor and instinctive centre. A strong will or conviction is the strength that maintains our spiritual life and efforts. Guide helps in the way of keeping us on the path, not straying and making errors. This is because eventhough we still need to learn, and we often do so by making mistakes, errors and mistakes weaken us and disorient us.  Illuminate gives us deep trust and faith. With a strong faith and trust we are anchored mor and more in the spiritual. The Cosmic Christ Gnosis says cna help us with these three activites. End (4076).

Now and then its not bad to think of our own future incarnations.  I know it gets way too hard to consider or imagine.  We can know how our future will be like by looking at this life. We will feel the same as we do now, if we don't try and change. All though what we can do is to look at this life and try and make this life as merit full as possible to set up as favourable as possible good future incarnations.  This is because the future is built now. Both past and future are here in the present. What we do in the present decides if the past continues forward or a new future, not a continuation of the past is sent forward. End (4075).

Master Samael says that if the Being wants His realisation, it is sure that He will achieve it! This is because the Being, our Being is a triumpher! If there is something that the Being wants for Its realisation we can trust that It will get it. End (4939).

How can two opposite things relate to one another? It at first seems that they are so incompatible and there is no way that they can relate, it seems that they should just remain distant or in a state of eternal antagonism. It really seems at times that for the two opposites to relate there has to be some magic at work or something special to make that happen. But life, creation, the cosmos, the consciousness, nature etc. etc. shows us that there is a magic way in which the two opposites can relate and can maintain a relationship. In fact the opposites meet all the time and their meeting makes up a whole. Life depends upon them meeting. That magic reconciling of the two opposites is balance or the consciousness. So in other words when two opposites come together there is an opportunity for consciousness to be put into action, even for consciousness to be awoken and even expanded. A third factor can unite the two opposites. The third factor is the solution, the key of the relationship b...

The real knowing of oneself is not such an easy thing at times. It is really to wonder into unknown territory which at first and for a while until we assimilate it, it is something unnerving. To meet a part of ourselves, previously unknown to ourselves and a part that we don't particularly like.  Master Samael said that the more he rejected evil the more he fell into it. For sure, all unknown to us, are things that dwell in us that are parts that we have always worked against and have always disliked, and have even regarded as doing the opposite of them as being our saving grace.  Of course in really knowing ourselves we mostly pass through many disappointments and disillusions with ourselves. Due to our false self-concept. Of course there are also some pleasant surprises. It is the role of the Typhon Baphomet to show us these sides of ourselves. Of course a deal of force is needed on His part to bring those things out and to organise physical circumstances and internal ones i...

Yes when we suffer there is one or two big egos there but, we are striving and working to displace the suffering. We are naturally observing, comprehending and using our will all that we can. We don't have time to entertain any pass times or idle nonsense thoughts. We are focused on not suffering. We are more in touch with our reality of the frail human condition and of the strength of the spirit. When we are well or normal we allow ourselves to entertain any number useless of idle thoughts about the silliest nonsensical things and we return to our arrogance believing we are invincible and beyond reproach and the Being is a cloudy distant wispy puff of spirit air. Suffering is a paradox there is something unreal there causing us suffering but yet we are more in touch than we normally are with our reality and that of our inner Being. End (4070).

It gets to the point that there is no time anymore for a particular ego, it has to die! So what can we do? Nothing, but get really hard on it. The bottom line is, if we don't get hard on it, sharp and to the point of death on it, it is not going to leave us alone! That's why we fail because we don't maintain our hard line for long enough.  First is to cut its supply of impressions which are its food. There's no way really that we can make any ego die if we keep its food supply going. We get food to the ego in two ways: directly - by receiving the impressions that it asks for or seeks, for example, from people or from media that is created by the ego, and the other way is by receiving impressions indirectly, from ourselves by our thinking and feeling.   With some egos it will be to stop taking the impressions in the same way and thinking and feeling in the same way and for others it will be to stop receiving those impressions altogether. Pray with strong will and determi...