Secret Terror - (4934)

I believe we all know or have known or will know this strange yet powerful feeling that Master Samael called: 'secret terror'.

The experience of 'secret terror' is very powerful!

To feel it once or twice is impactful on its own and is something not to forget. To feel it constantly or regularly is distressing and life changing, but beyond that it serves a purpose...

It is a 'means' that the Monad and the Divine Law use to impel the essence to seek the light and to work seriously for the light.

It is a relentless restlessness...

We do not know what is going on in our higher spiritual dimensions...

We do not know how much time we have left...

We do not know what our Inner Being has committed before the Law...

What we know is the feeling of 'secret terror', we know its strange and powerful impulse, and we know when it worsens...

When we are wasting time or are straying from the objective, it increases in intensity!

In some way blessed are those who experience it regularly because they will have no choice but to obey and follow it to its objective.

Those who are touched by it are different. In them is the thirst for their Inner Being and Its realization.

End (4934).

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