When the Gnostic Sophia lacks something in her nature, she is compelled by inner urgency to fill what is lacking.
To fill what is lacking is correct.
The correct way of filling our lacks are the lessons for Sophia.
The conditioned Sophia seeks to fill that lack by trying to possess the value she lacks externally in this world.
Her way of trying to possess becomes 'to have' and 'to have' turns into 'having' by 'destroying'.
To the conditioned Sophia to destroy something is a way of having. 'If we can destroy something we have it, we have power over it, it became ours to destroy'.
What is more the truth is that we can barely possess ourselves. When it comes to possession what we can only get the closest to possessing is ourselves, yet we can't destroy ourselves. Our own body yes, we can destroy but we can never destroy the roots of ourselves which would be our inner Being. Impossible to destroy the Being.
Sometimes conditioned Sophia to have herself she goes on a destructive path of destroying herself. Many people after having tried to destroy themselves if they lived the tell the tale, 'found' themselves.
Underneath so much of what conditioned Sophia (us) destroys is the inner longing to fill that lack.
Behind so much of what people destroy is a conditioned love. Some people may say it is nonetheless still love, despite it being conditioned.
We would never destroy anything that we are totally neutral about. Hatred was once love and can become love again.
To the conditioned essence to have something becomes to destroy it. As Sophia is fractioned and destroyed, she seeks to absorb what she lacks in fragments and so by destruction she can make something to be like how she is.
To have something in total freedom is the way to 'have' something. To have someone in your life is to give to total freedom and then they in love are with you. You don't have them but they it looks like you do as they are with you but you still don't have them.
Conditioned Sophia frustrated by not being able to have something in an effort to fill an inner lack then looks to have it by destroying it.
Conditioned Sophia lacks unity and love and so tries to possess another and when the other can not be possessed conditioned Sophia destroys the other as a way of having.
The jealous Sophia lacking love for the other and for Herself (feeling inferior) tries to secure and guarantee love in another person and when that can not be, she in anger destroys the other so that she has that love and the other is not less than her - because she was able to destroy them.
Inner lacks are filled not with having but with liberating. As soon as something is liberated it fills what is lacking.
The inner lacks are what is bottled or conditioned in Sophia. She already has what she lacks within her but she can not access it in its pure form, due to it already having been conditioned.
Before liberating we have gathering up and giving. We gather up what we have of what we lack and we give it to ourselves and others, thus we begin the process of filling what we lack through strengthening and freeing what is conditioned.
The conditioned essence learns from the free essence expressing itself as the trapped essence can when it is free.
End (6050).
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