Introduction
This post presents some of the observations that I have made
over the years of people in these situations. This may help a person to see
things with a clearer head if a person finds him or herself in such a situation.
I really don't want to mock anybody, all I want to do with this post is to present the typical flawed ways of thinking and feeling that are experienced when people are in these type of situations.
I really don't want to mock anybody, all I want to do with this post is to present the typical flawed ways of thinking and feeling that are experienced when people are in these type of situations.
The Observations
Here below are some of the very typical things
that are said, thought and felt when people are in the struggle of whether to continue with or not continue with the girl friend or boyfriend who is outside of Gnosis and doesn’t really like Gnosis .
The Redeemer
What often happens is that people feel as if they can fulfil
the role of a redeemer, helping the person who is not in Gnosis to come to do the Gnostic esoteric work.
Many times the redeemer dreamer does not really know if the person not
in Gnosis wants to do or is interested in doing some kind of spiritual work.
It is a bit of a dream identity, feeling to be a saviour or a
redeemer based on the fact that the other person is not in the work and is apparently
therefore not going so well and needs help. The person in the work feels to be in
a better position and feels that he/she can help and so this comes to be a
reason for the relationship that covers the real reason which may be a kind of lust,
self-importance, self-love etc. or a recurrence from the past that and the nature of the relationship in the past may not have contained spiritual motivations.
This redeemer role is usually not carefully thought out because the
person may not need redeeming or it may not be in the interests of their Being,
it may be for another time or life? Who knows? Many people in normal life have the skills and knowledge to go through life more or less well and don't need the work to move to their end. The work is only for those whose Monads want the self-realization.
You know in a Gnostic relationship one redeems oneself with
the help of the other. It is not really the case that one redeems the other. A guru helps to do that, but in a relationship between man and woman there is not a guru
disciple relationship, it is a different type of relationship.
The Dreamer in Love
One feels to be in love and so one has to go ahead, and one
can not let go. People in this state do not question that love to see how real it is or isn't. But it is good to do it so to be more conscious about the quality or nature of our own feelings.
An interesting thing though is what counts in a relationship
are facts. Loving the person is good and right but it is your and their facts
or actions that make it work. It is love carried into actions that is the magic
combination.
The dreamer in love, believes he loves but in reality he/she
may not. When he/she doesn’t but believes that they do, their feeling of love
is taken from them in a second. As soon as the person disappoints you or does
something that you don’t like it goes and all of a sudden the situation appears
very difficult, which in this type of situation is good because it is a wake up call.
Classical Take Down but No One Sees it
Usually this type of situation is there to take people off
the path. This is a classic take down. Though the very interesting thing is
that when the person is in the middle of this situation they do not see it nor want
to recognise it.
Delusions of Grandeur
One feels to have a tremendous love that can redeem or save
the person. But the usual reality is that the one who feels that, that is the one
who believes that he/she can save the other person has not been redeemed yet and is
kind of struggling anyway. If they weren’t struggling they would not be in this
situation in the first place.
In the practical realities of life it is very difficult to
save another person, even when they are Gnostic, just ask any missionary and
they will tell you that it is no piece of cake. Imagine for a person who is not
in Gnosis it would be even harder and very taxing leaving you perhaps
overwhelmed and drained and prone to give up.
Defensive
Usually people get very defensive as well. Maybe they know
deep down that they are getting into trouble or are complicating and making
their lives difficult and so they get defensive so to divert people’s attention
from pointing this out to them.
But He/She is Very Spiritual
This is so common, people always say "but he/she is a very
spiritual person". The facts though are that the person never comes to Gnosis and
seems not to ever want to.
This is like a crutch that makes people to hang on or lead
them to believe that it will work out for them. I have even heard people saying
that their ‘new person’ is even more spiritual than most Gnostic people, but
that person never comes to any Gnostic class nor meets the Gnostic people, and in most cases regards them with disdain.
Conclusion
Usually the person is under like a spell of self-deception
that the person does not usually recognise or accept that and often feels very
hurt when that is said to them. If the person gets very real and focusses on
the solid realities of the situation the person can come out of that spell and
see things clearly.
I am going to write a post about this matter of coming out
of that spell and how one can work with the feelings that arise when one does
this.
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