Introduction
I am risking a little posting this. Because this is
something that would be passed on verbally between people that you trust. Because
telling people publicly like this you run the risk of people thinking that you
are crazy – “talking to your egos – bloody nuts!”. I don’t mind, I just want to
put things out there that people may find useful and helpful for their work.
Illuminate the Room and Dialogue with it
Sometimes when we are hard pressed to extract from an ego
its: reasons, reasoning and logic and what we are trying is just not working, what
can we do? Talk to it of course.
Any ego after all is a person within us, so why can’t we go
inside of ourselves and talk to it and while talking to it extract all that we
need from it to better understand it and isolate it. We can talk to our egos in
dreams and in the astral, so why not go inside and talk to them inside of
yourself because that is where they are more than anywhere else, even the
astral, they are inside of us, in our psychic space.
Talking to It
The ego that bothers us wants to talk. So go inside turn on
your light, be aware and invite the bothersome ego to talk. It may want to talk
straight away or it maybe resistant but coax it into talking.
When it Talks
When it talks, it will talk from within the darkness within
us. It is a person with an identity actually, a certain character (it is a
piece of conditioned essence that we are going to dissolve. We are going to
dissolve its character, its function, its role, its conditioning etc.). Talking
to it in such a practice we can get to sense and know its identity which my
goodness me is so useful because then you know that it is not you!!!
It Responds
It will respond to your questions telling you its story, its
complaints, its history, its protests. It will speak with impulses, thoughts and
flavours. So then just give those flavours, impulses a voice. This is how you
know that you are talking to the bothersome ego and not inventing things from
your mind, from your theories about that ego.
This will surprise you it will reveal a lot of things to you
and you may catch much about it. You may understand where it is coming from and
therefore its history and then perhaps it point of creation. You can understand
its function, its role, what it does for you, how it thinks that it is helping
you.
A Trick to Get it to Talk
There are many other ways to get it upset. Tell it “Come on,
come to the light and talk, we: I and my Divine Mother are going to treat you by
dissolving you and returning you to your Being”. It will get very nervous
within you, writhe and wriggle and then begin protesting explaining why it is
so useful in its defence. As soon as you feel fear, it wriggling, crying and
protesting within you, you have its attention and you can listen to it and dialogue
with it!
Then extract what you need from it. It protests saying that
to dissolve it is unfair because it does this and that for you. So then there
you go, you have got its function.
Conclusion
Separation Gained
After talking to the ego like this, one can feel so very clearly
that it is not us! That it is another person, a sub-person, a sub-personality,
a person dwelling with us. We can feel separated from it and then we can
strengthen, the shocking revelation that we have these people within us that
have our essence and naturally the need will appear in you to do away with
them.
It is a Practice – A Great Practice
For me anyway this is such a great practice, it helps so
much and it provides us with so much useful information.
Not So Dry and Direct Contact
Such a practice is not so dry, it is very interesting, very
useful and helpful. Sometimes our practices are dry and so it is difficult for
us to persist. But such a practice is not dry at all. It is very therapeutic
for our consciousness because it brings new light, new understanding and more
consciousness.
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