Same Time
Feeling anxious and empty at the same time comes from when a
pretence or act of ours has been broken. We were being what we were not, and
usually it was exposed in front of others or ourselves.
We feel empty because people have been responding to our act
and even liking our act, with our real self not ever being present. So, when it
happens that our act is uncovered we are like left as nothing.
We feel anxious because of the possible consequences. This
is because many acts or pretences are created out of fear to please people and
when our act being revealed disappoints those we are trying to please it is so
logical that our fear and consequently anxiety is going to spike.
Devastating for Relationships
Acts are really devastating when it comes to relationships.
They end up ruining relationships.
In Gnosis, people act a lot, they tend to put on the ‘good
person’, ‘spiritual act’, ‘no egos act’ or ‘ego under control act’. Even though
they are good acts, any act is after all an act, that is, it is something false
and things that are false always come undone, cause problems and disappoint!
End (1782).
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