Gnostic Wisdom

Deep Within Deep within the pride and lust that we have is a war raging. At the core of these egos is the constant replication of the rebellion that cast us into creation far outside of the inner circle of the Absolute. We Decided it Also! We were one with the Being when we decided to rebel and so it is not right that we blame the Being. We have forgotten all about that. So it was us and the Being that decided to rebel, so he is with us trying to rebel against His and our sleeping condition and return to balance, unity and full conscious integration once again. Balms Unity is the balm, unity with the Being. Where love, trust and faith for and in the Being are the balms for that wound of separation and distance created through that rebellion. More to be said about this next week… End (2109).

So Much Inner Rebellion There is so much rebellion within us. Rebellion against our parents, against school and school teachers, against our own body, against our own health, against our mind, against sex and our sex, against our own planet, against authority, against any and every aspect of the system, against others, against the law, against truth, against love, against art, against decency, it almost characterises us. Certainly, looking into my own inner life I see that aspect of rebellion, disobedience, non-conformity etc. Makes Sense About Rebellion Being Everywhere There were two great rebellions, one was against the Absolute which resulted in creation and the other was the fall in Lemuria. As we are the product of these great rebellions it makes sense that rebellion characterises us. What is interesting that we are here due to rebellion and it is exactly what we need now to get back there is a rebellion against our sleeping, mechanical and lunar nature. ...

Lots of Energy is Needed to Wake Up and Stay Awake This is one thing that I was not very aware of but makes perfect sense: to awaken we need energy! To stay awake we need energy! When we have low energy levels we can not stay awake for long and the intensity of our lucidity is low. Our consciousness grows very weak without energy! That is why when a person falls sexually or is very tired his or her consciousness suffers greatly. Energy Ethics Our degree of conscious penetration or conscious depth is related to the amount of energy we have in our consciousness. That is why fornication and identification, fascination and dreaming weaken the consciousness and put it to sleep because there is just not enough energy to keep it going. There exists a certain ethics of energy where we take care of our energy and do not do or partake in anything that uselessly consumes or wastes our energy. More Energy To ...

When… The good example in the work, the definition, the understanding, the level of dedication, the love for the work, the respect for the doctrine, the respect for other missionaries and students, knowledge of the doctrine, awareness of the word, demanding in self-investigation, rigour of psychological work, degree of death etc. YES! YES! YES! Personality - Maybe When Not… To imitate the personality, which is the style, the way a missionary goes about things, the way a missionary speaks, teaches, prays, practices, talks to people, organises activities, eats, and what he or she eats etc. I would not try to imitate that. Maybe if it works for me and is practical and good, but in general to imitate is to lack remembering of oneself. I think it is better to just remember oneself and operate according to the necessities of the people around us and what one’s internal priorities are. End (2106).

The Night Sky - A Special Impression for the Essence When you find yourself under a magnificent night sky, it is a special opportunity not to let it pass us bye. So seldom do we city dwellers ever look up! Well it is a little difficult with so much background light that when we do look up we don't see much.  But when we are in the country with no light pollution, looking up it is the most magnificent impression, that goes straight to the essence. When we look up we see the unfathomable vastness, the mystery, the origin, the most remote antiquity, God, the Absolute, the intense yearning to know our Being as a citizen of the vast cosmos we see above us..., the pettiness of our problems, the shortness of life... I don't think any human being with essence would not feel awe and wonder before such a night sky.    Looking up is such a beneficial natural practice, it is something that feeds the essence, renews our perspective, strengthens our yearning, co...

More of the Heart It is the noble qualities of our heart that makes us truly beautiful. It is not really the intellect that make us beautiful. True beauty is not about one’s physical appearance. Because for one, that physical beauty disappears as one ages and what wanes and escapes is never true. It is the virtue, the kindness, the tenderness, the consideration, the sacrifice, the generosity, the patience, the endurance, the magnanimity, the forgiveness, the tolerance, the openness, loyalty, are some of the things that make one beautiful in the true sense. As we Work As we work on ourselves we draw closer to that and of course in this world others must be close to us so to look after us and to make sure that these qualities are not taken advantage of. Even in life there are people like this that are often taken advantage of in some ways, perhaps only minor. Though thankfully they have a spouse or family membe...

Where is Sex to be Found? In You! We always think it is in another. Some ways that is needed but that it not at all the end. The occult the mystery is within and unfolds an develops within. The full potential of sexuality is found within us. The Problem The error and problem is that people wish to develop and unfold sexuality but look outside to do it. Within the sexual force is that impulse and drive. When the impulse to develop and unfold sexuality extends outwards all sorts of degenerated things occur and this is what humanity is developing and doing right now. Unfortunately, this outward expansion is infinite in combination. Showing us by opposite that the inwards mystery of sex is also infinite within the deep reaches of our own profound inner real Being. The true and profound side which is the mystery of sex is found within us within our Being. Only using the Being’s sexuality can we embark up...

Master Placement How wise is the Being and the Divine Law. They place a master where he or she can help humanity the most, because the ray and special characteristics of that master matches the needs of the humanity in close contact with him or her. There of course may be many other reasons for that. There were very profound esoteric reason why Master Samael was located in Mexico. There are also profound esoteric reasons why certain masters are located in other parts, countries and regions of the world. End (2102).

Huge Business What a huge business human being have made out of fantasy. There are shops and shops, both online and physical, that sell costumes, movies, replicas of objects from movies, props, novels, computer games, swords, axes, armoury, helmets, spears, all sorts of things that have no practical life value at all. But they seel and sell for high prices some of them. Seeing this, is another sign of how asleep humanity is. To give such high value to things that re useless or to things that only worsen us is a sign that we are really asleep. What use is an axe, a shield, a sword these days, or the sword that Gandalf used in the movie Lord of the Rings? None, if you carry one around you’ll get arrested and even perhaps shot by the police. These things serve to helps us try and make fantasy real. But it always remains as fantasy, or as times that have long passed, of which we can not bring back. There are people that like to re-enact battles and get all dressed up as kni...

Lines of Fantasy and Reality Within a person there is a line of fantasy and there is a line of reality. The line of reality in a person is steady and constant, because it is always there, whether the person sees it or not. The line of fantasy in a person is not steady and constant, it varies widely. We can represent this situation with a graph. With the vertical axis being fantasy and the horizontal axis being reality. The blue line - the fantasy line where it travels close to reality - the horizontal axis but later drifts far off. At times our fantasy or ideas are close to reality and meet with reality and at times they veer off far from reality and then with some kind of a disappointment come back to reality and again then they gradually move away from reality once again and so on and so on in our life. Our aim is to be always close to the reality! End (2100).

Learn Somehow We have to learn at some point for ourselves how to not identify with the pleasant and unpleasant sensations of our body. We have to work it out for ourselves somehow and we have to understand why we would take on such a task. Fear, Worry, Gluttony, Lust, Laziness, etc. The answer to why we would take on such a task in the above sub-heading. These four egos and more rely heavily on our identification with sensations from the body. Fear identifies with the unpleasant and painful sensations and gluttony, laziness and lust identify with the pleasant sensations from the body. We must work to cause our consciousness to sit above the plane of both pleasant and unpleasant sensations. How do we Do it? We can do this by observing very carefully the stories or background or interpretation that we add onto the sensations when they are felt. When we dissolve the extra concepts, stories meanings, perceptions, interpretations etc. from our psychology that we add...

To Improve Things a Little In order to improve things a little between two people, one can invoke and pray to the Monad or Real Being of the other person, whom we may have difficulty with. We May Ask One may ask for help from the Monad of the other person so to make their vehicle more reasonable or more co-operative or for the other person’s harsh and non-compliant attitude of the person to be lowered a little. If what we ask is just I think that we can gain some relative success for a while with such a petition. Ask for a Way to be Opened Even if we want to help someone spiritually that we know or love such as a family member we can also invoke and pray to the Monad of this person asking that pour help if it is in accordance with the Divine Law and if it is in accordance with the will of this Monad may the Monad open a way to show us somehow how we can best help him or her. It Works… I have done this s...

If we Relate Alone – Oh No! A good bit of advice is to relate or interface with others using the work. Meaning conduct yourself using the principles of the work and use the work to take the impressions that come from the other person. Doing this makes a big difference in all our relations. Don't think that it "shouldn't be this way, there should be love and the work is not needed", because you will be disappointed and then you will need the work. So just bring it along always! If we don’t bring the work along with us it can be a disaster especially when we ourselves still have many big and nasty “I’s” well and alive in our interior. End (2098).

Cool the Planning Down a Little Sink down with awareness to pay attention to your life! All life comes from the greatest of all Beings, the Great Father of the secret Father of all of us – the Absolute. Our particular life comes from our Being and when we are so busy, planning this and that we forget to be aware of it and even though we are living it we are not really living it. To be living pour life fully is to be profoundly aware of it or at least paying profound attention to it. When we pay profound attention to our life we order it and we can correct it and steer it for the better and we can live it intensely and take it to the fullest for love and benefit of that source which is giving us our life. There are many forces that when we use them wrongly they dissipate our awareness of our life and bring disorder! End (2097).

The Light Our Hope We may be stuck in an ego, in other words stuck in darkness and our only hope is the light. That is, the comprehension from our essence. Yet we are unsure about it, we are sceptical of the light. We may think that it will not give us the solution, the rest that we seek. Yet this scepticism does not help us, it keeps us in the darkness. Trust the Light to Move Towards it, So to Receive it The irony is that we know, we always know what it is that we must do to get out of darkness. It is always TO STOP! Stop getting angry, stop being lazy, stop eating, stop being lustful etc. When we lack comprehension staying in the darkness will never get us the light, we must move towards it. When we move towards the light we can see it and have it shine on us and we can receive it. Move Towards the Light We can move towards the light by reading about the light, coming closer to those who have...