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Trust in Our Inner Being – Yes Yes Yes So Let’s then Target Distrust – (2328)

So Far Until…

We can only go so far with the trust we already have…
There comes a point where we need to target what distrusts in us.
When we unravel what distrusts in us, the trust we already have deepens and expands.
Ask Your Interior the Question and Focus on the Reply
Ask yourself: “Do you trust your inner Being?”.
Wait for the answer paying careful attention to what arises.

So What Arises?

The answer: “yes”! Marvellous!
The answer: “no”? The answer: “partly”?. Great we have something to work on and transform into trust.

Why?

The next pertinent question to ask is why. Why do we distrust? Once again ask our interior space and wait carefully, quietly with alertness.
“He is too far away. He does not care. I am too stupid and asleep. There is a kind of buffer that I can not surpass. I can not manage and control myself to trust. He is not powerful enough to come down to me and move things in my life. I am fallen. He can not move my centres.”
Well most of the above things that arise and similar things are totally irrelevant when it comes to the trust in our Being. Let’s see why.

Trust

Trust is at first about ourselves. It is what is in our heart irradiating out to our whole system. When it invades our whole system it goes up to our inner Being and then that trust that goes up to him is returned and transformed into the trust of the Being which is ultimately what He causes to arise in us from His depths within us.
So trust is a circle, an orbit.

Dissolving

Trust has nothing to do with the “Being not caring”, because trust is about us caring first and trusting first.
If you realise that trust is the antidote to fear and you are trying to cultivate trust then you are not stupid and asleep in this area.
The trust of the moves through our consciousness and essence so the Being does not have to come down to us, nor is he too far away, how can HE be when His essence is here inside of our body here and now in the physical world.
We may not be able to manage our centres well or control our impulses and mind, but trust is about our essence and this is what we are doing trying to dissolve distrust so that trust will flourish out of our essence. This is the work that we are doing.

Why do we Distrust?

Why do we distrust, mainly because of blocks within us. Do we know that there is a weakness within the Being? How can we know that there is a weakness in our Being, the only weakness that we can say that we have are the ones within us.

Conclusion

Doing such a practice knowing all our points of distrust in us and tacking them so that we can make space in ourselves for trust because the Being.
End (2328).

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