The 'More' - the Reason for Being Oh No

The 'More' - the Reason for Being Oh No - (3800)

A problem with the 'more' egos is that the drive for 'more' becomes the reason for being.

"The reason for being of the Being is the same Being". The reason for being of the Being is not 'the more'. It will never be 'the more'.

This is when we have really forgotten our own Being. Forgetting the Being is a bad omen and rolls in the clouds of suffering.

When we forget our own Being this way, we stop 'to be' and we drive, strive, fight and suffer trying to be more, and then we identify/define our being or existence as the ever striving for 'more'. Which appeals to many people, but the experience of it is suffering, the spikes of relativity always pinch us in this suffering.

Sunset over the Indian was not far off.

In this state we always live in the future and never in the 'now' and 'now' is only where we find our consciousness.

If we are not more or we can't be more, we (the ego) suffer because we believe we are not anything. Because we have previously erroneously defined ourselves as being 'more'.

In reality the 'more' does not exist. It is not an absolute, it does not have an absolute existence. We are always more than others and other others are more than us. So who is more in the big picture? There may be more people that are more than us than who we are more than? How can we know?

The real absolute more is being more within ourselves, that is being more than ourselves. Because the normal ‘more’ always needs someone else and is relative always. The more makes us totally dependent on others.

Many of the egos have their particular way of being more. Pride, jealousy, self-love, self-importance, greed, laziness, lust, ambition, envy etc. etc.

End (3800).

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