Gnostic Wisdom

Conflict draws everything out, and makes everything slower, long and complicated, which is perfect to keep the wheels turning... Conflict requires money, and keeps people and minds very busy. Conflict draws so many areas of life into its vortex. For many it's gives a meaning to life and in so many ways it is the spice of people's lives. There are conflicts happening at so many levels, even in spirituality.  Conflicts are a strong driver for a multitude of businesses and therefore it supports the economy, without it, the cogs of the machinery of nature just wouldn't turn so well.  The interesting thing is that conflict in the way things are set up in this world, is a necessary evil.  Conflict is needed yet it is carefully watched over, just so that it does not grow too much and become unbalanced and threaten the status quo of everything. There has to be people healthy and upset enough to engage in conflict. The conclusion we can draw from all of this is that when we are en...

Accept my pain is what some egos say. Especially self-compassion.  Accept my wallowing in suffering is what it really wants from others. It definitely doesn't want someone to say that my pain is 'nonsense'. Self-compassion is inverted anger. It above all wants that the pain we feel from failure to be understood, empathised with and accepted as valid.  This is because we are lacking at a given moment to accept that the cause of our present pain is something that is within us. As soon as we do that, that demand on others disappears. What is waiting to be done is for us to accept our own pain and not wanting others to accept our pain when it is not even theirs to have to accept. The definite test for awakening is when we are able to sacrifice our pain. Letting go of our pain is when we are able to walk away from sleeping in fascination and dream with our pain. End (6121).

The Third Logos or the Holy Reconciling force of the cosmos is a gentleman by nature. He is responsible for bringing two opposites together in such a way to create the new. That is why He is the sexual act or the sexual force that attracts the two opposites and produces the new from the coming together of the two opposites. Every gentleman is respectful and wise. What makes a gentleman a gentleman is his manners, politeness, respect, decency and a certain wisdom or discernment as well as discretion to know what is appropriate in the given moment. A brute or rough unrefined man who is stupid can not be a gentleman or even pretend to be one. That is why with the sexual act we are bringing the Holy Spirit into action and if we refine the sexual act and create the new inwardly we are enhancing the gentleman nature of the Holy Spirit. To bring the two opposites together much tact, wisdom, love and timing is needed. Which are all the qualities of the Holy Spirit. End (6125).

We make a leap forward in dissolving anger when we realise that it is of more value to use our force with love and wisdom than using the conditioned force that is anger which is just plain force without reason.  When we look at what the deciding point is we see that it is really all about time. When we use anger or conditioned force we get a solution quickly and when we use force, wisdom and love we actually take longer to get a solution. The solution of force, wisdom and love is a longer lasting solution and does not harm anyone. The thing to see is that using wisdom, love and force saves so much time and energy in the long run. Just analyse this. We don't have to apologize and we don't have to repair anything and we don't have to wait for our image to be redeemed or or for things to return to normal.  So if we have patience and are ok with time - we hold out through the time and we are not defeated by it we can win the fight over anger and dissolve it. End (6124).

Master Samael says that the " superlative consciousness of the Being resides inside the essence ". These words say a lot... These words say that there is an intimate relationship between the two, between beingness and consciousness. It is almost like consciousness is the heart of being and being is encompassing of consciousness.. For their to be consciousness there must be a being of some sort, so they have to both be intimately related.  There can not be a being of any kind without consciousness, without being aware to know that it is a being and having even a basic awareness of how to function within itself and in its environment? There can't be. So the Being can't be without consciousness.  The whole tree of life is the Being and Geburah the spiritual soul or consciousness is below the Logoic triangle, which is really the Being. Yet there can not be a being without consciousness. The tree of life tends to point out that 'to be' sits higher in the unfoldment...

It's an amazing thing that when we don't find love for our Inner Being and lack appreciation for our Inner Being we demand it from others and tell others - "you don't love me really" and we doubt secretly that they can love us and others are far more worthy of their love. All of this disappears when we begin to honestly love our Inner Being.  That is true that others may not love us for their reasons but that should not affect our love for ourselves and our Inner Being.  Continuing to love our Inner Being takes us to others that do love us. It is karma that takes us to people that don't love us for us to learn the lesson to love our Inner Being first before all else. As soon as we learn that lesson and love the Being within us those people change or disappear from our life. This mini-realisation is something from your own consciousness that provides the remedy to that question of the suffering of self-love.      End (6123).

Something that we want to do and progress towards may just repeatedly not work out because we have an inappropriate attitude about how to do it and why we want to do it. We find as soon as we embrace a new attitude what we are looking to do shows progress. An example, is that often we want to do something yet if we are wanting to do it for money, progress seems very difficult to make or the project remains blocked from us, both outside and inside. The quality of the appropriate attitude is one of genuinely embracing the project with one of the values. For example if one wants to write a book, one should do it out of genuine joy of researching, learning, writing and helping others forgetting totally about any financial renumeration. Afterall, if the attitude is egoic and it has never worked out, it is really silly to keep that using attitude to progress a project. End (6120).

When something is not working and we are not getting anywhere and the same disappointing result as always we need to do something different. There is no point banging on the same door expecting to get a different result. That is getting crazy. We have to do something different. Before we can come to the conclusion that there is a karmic impediment stopping us we have to try doing something different, that is approaching it from a different angle all together. The different angle will always be the choice of value that is superior in relation tot eh work and Being that the values used in the previous approach. That new choice creates a new plan and attitude within us which our interior Divinity and our Kaom and the Divine Law see, and the doors open. Things work and progress but the same door that is now open closes if we revert back to the previous values and approach. Our interior divinity can show us that right or adequate approach. Sometimes we have to ask for it and sometimes not. ...

Why that difference? How is it that we can accept some statements or implications from certain people but others say the same thing and we get upset? It feels mysterious as to why we can't accept some 'words' from certain individuals but from other individuals we can. We find ourselves say: "What is it about that person that just triggers me so much?". It is said though that nothing is mysterious with the psyche, there is a reason for everything. The reason why resides in the fact that we have an accumulated history with that person that has developed a concept or belief about them. It is really that belief that makes it so difficult for us to accept 'words' from them. There is the concept which is a tough one to get over then there is the implication of the concept, which in many cases can be even more difficult to get over. So there is a double concept or belief at play, which is why we get so triggered into an upset state. Let's see an example. Beca...

Walking the path is not about being perfect. Because that becomes a huge bottle that stagnates us and causes lots of suffering. In the long run it becomes a performance which deceives and stops the path. The focus of the path is not being perfect, it is rather in seeing our reality - exactly as we are. When talking about perfection and the path, the factor of perfection comes into being able to see ourselves as we are as perfectly as possible at that stage. Then after seeing ourselves as clearly as we can to then polish as best we can according to our capacities at that stage.  To then repeat that and repeat that...  To think that we have o be perfect hurts so much and that pain distracts us from the real work we have to do. To even come to see ourselves perfectly is a long process...  You know, here's the truth, to see ourselves perfectly we have to be NOT be perfect!  There's the paradox of how the consciousness walks on the path. End (6118).

It is a mistake of ours to identify with being 'wrong' or 'right'.  'Being' or the Being is neither wrong or right. There is not such a thing as a 'wrong' being or a 'right' being, or a 'wrong' person or a 'right' person. There is just a being that is, there is just being, that is a being that just IS. The Being in all of us Is present, Is alive Is radiating... We can get it wrong or get it right but that is so different to being 'right' or 'wrong' as a whole being. In fact no one is ever getting it right or wrong all of the time. Getting it right or wrong is not a function of Being it is rather a function of consciousness. As difficult as it is, we have to not allow ourselves to identify with being right or being wrong. In reality it does not make us better or worse in the Being or in our Being. Making a mistake or having thought wrongly is a chance for consciousness to work. That is all it really is in reality. W...

The interesting thing about wisdom is that by nature it sits on the side of negativity. Meaning that wisdom is gained from much experience of things going wrong. The understanding and knowledge of what went wrong is then used in the present to prevent things going wrong anew or again. That's why on the tree of life wisdom is the attribute given to Chockmah. The second logos is Chockmah which is also the Holy Denying. Wisdom essentially in its nature wishes to deny failure. That is what wisdom is essentially good for. In that wish of wisdom to deny or in other words prevent failure, there is mercy. That is also why Chockmah (wisdom) sits on the side/column of Mercy in the tree of life. Wisdom is also inert and needs to be completed by love or action. In the first logos the Father we see the Holy Affirming force and there is only the will to act. It is the supreme crown which means to author, to decide to bring froward. Then the wisdom of Chokmah is the there to shape what the Father...

It's a must really for our well being and for the work on ourselves to receive, be around and generate positive energy. Often when we visit others and partake in meetings with others we receive and also give a lot of positive energy. We come back home energised, optimistic and organised ready to continue forwards with renewed energy. This shows us how important positive energy is. This energy helps us in may ways in our work and overall emotional well-being. Experiencing the opposite (negative energy) it is really difficult to maintain our work at an upward angle and just as difficult to not allow our morale to lower. That is why when we go to help others who are experiencing negative states we need to make a greater effort within ourselves to keep that upward angle in our inner state. To help others well, we need to often take refuge within ourselves to regain that upwards angle and while helping others, it is 'a must' to remain warm but isolated, which in itself is a trem...

We are commanded to dissolve the egos we have. That's the task. How we go about it, doesn't matter so much, what matters is that we get there.  So if we don't walk a straight path towards dissolution but a bit back and forward and windy zig-zagged but we are getting there, what does it matter? What matters is that we are honestly getting there. End (6112).

We all gravitate and frequent places, people, activities and times of the day where we for some reason or anther truly relax. We actually come to value highly those times, places and people where we truly relax. We also understandably come to be quite attached to those times, places and people where we truly relax. We are not attached to the place, person or activity but the feeling of relaxation that we get. True relaxation means where we can be our true selves, be as we ae, relaxed into how and what we are. Where the tension of having to present as something is far far away. In normal life that is what we see so many people all looking for and finding it in so many ways. With the inner work deep relaxation is found most commonly in seeking refuge in the silence of our heart temple. End (6113).

The Divine Mother and Her Son - the Intimate Christ, are the ones, whose true values have been covered up and put aside. They are present yes in religions and teachings, but in the sense (Kundalini and Intimate Christ) that they are most meaningful to an individual they have been veiled. This is because they are (Kundalini and Intimate Christ) the most important powers for anyone to walk the esoteric path.   It has only ever been the heavenly father in all the religions that has been the one presented in full clear  of day - sight. This is because of two main reasons. One reason is that, the father is the one that is furthest away from us and is also the most aloof by nature. So it will take a while to get answers and help from the Father. The second reason is that the Father is the one of authority and power which resonates with what the forces that veiled mother and son want, which is to gain and maintain power and instill fear for control. The best way to do this is by...

Sometimes focus comes in the form of discovery as sweet or bitter as it may be at times. Focusing on perfection becomes an act (performance), but focusing on progress is much more real. End (6107).

The governments that don't transmute ruin their country. The first world countries are that way because their governments essentially transmute the wealth from their country's natural resources. They do this by investing back again into the people and the country. Through education, renewing and maintaining infrastructure, medical research and development, arts, science, social welfare, support of all kinds and numerous initiative for the well-being of its people. Governments that through corruption take the money generated from the country's resources and deposit it into the pockets of greedy individuals, are formicating and all fornication ends in ruin. Fornication is to spend or expend energy - burn things out wastefully - that is where there is no return. Putting money into corrupt and greedy individuals or group entities where that money goes to excess luxury while so many still suffer is total fornication. Nothing is bettered, enhanced or improved, instead more karma ...

The process of falling asleep has three basic stages: Identification, Fascination and Dreaming. It is super important to know this, as this knowledge will help us to not fall asleep and therefore be free to choose to stay awake. Identification is when we allow our attention to be fixed on an object for too long. What takes place in the identification phase is that we become the same as that which our attention is focused on. The antidote with identification is to not forget oneself.  Fascination is a deeper phase of identification. It is the phase where we are mesmerized, can't understand, are compelled, taken by, can't stop thinking or talking about something, trying to work it out, horrified by, scared of, basically all believing something is bigger or more mysterious than it actually is. The antidote to fascination is to make the conscious effort to study and understand something.  As soon as we begin to study and then slowly begin to understand, fascination gradually disap...

No doubt to that we get nowhere in the death of our egos if we do not impose on ourselves a strict psychological discipline. As awful as this sounds in practice this is so true. A discipline of:      • Not objecting     • Not touching any issue with our internal tongue     • Not reacting with our word     • No-thinking     • Comprehending instead of judging     • Being present from moment to moment     • Repolarising to our internal heavens from our abyss      • Punctual work of dissolution with Divine Mother End (6106).

To die psychologically in some small facets sometimes costs at the end of it all a few dollars. Sometimes just saving or protecting ourselves from a few dollars stops from embracing psychological freedom. End (6107).

We are silly sometimes and think that to avoid or reject is to be getting free. It certainly can feel like that but it is not freeing us. We are more occupied and burdened through doing that. Be sensible, reasonable and fair (balanced in other words) to not get more karma. Be professional. Don't get identified and do the hard work to make every interaction conscious and be humble to consciously learn and correct our errors.  If it happens we need to give some values, becasue of our karma or own learning then with gratitude give those values to as they are the ticket we need to buy for freedom or a change for the better. Exactly like this we get free of difficult situations, events and even people and relationships if that is the case.  End (6105).

That's the order that everything follows. Any project, business, project, work whether it be human or esoteric: all payment in establishing, reciprocity and multiplying merits. Take a Gnostic centre for example. The beginning is hard work. Real honest effort is required to find students, find a suitable place, advertise, meet new people, explain in genuine good humour what is Gnosis, answer questions, give classes. It is a lot about giving and paying everything forward towards the goal of establishing. Once established, comes reciprocity where people who have received from what we have been giving,  begin to give back. Things then go more towards balance. What we have outlaid before is compensated in some way. After reciprocity, comes the stage of merit where values, gifts, help, support all come freely and tangibly without asking and without expecting or knowing.  This stage is wonderful, as everything that is done has a multiplying effect. Values multiply and there is much m...

A student recently said that the most common factor that ruins relationships is the untransmuted sexual energy and the untransformed relationship with money. Reflecting on that he is right...  The untransmuted sexual energy produces strong desires and frustrations leading to anger which leads to resentment and disappointment and all kinds of friction and conflict. They are similar values in many ways and produce the same kind of symptomatic and problems. Balance in relation to money is the key and transmutation which is balance is the key for the sexual energy. End (6102).

To overcome the overthinking issue and the lamentation of not doing, we can use a key where we embrace the language of the motor centre. Before we do that we need to know the language of the motor centre. The language of the motor is action, it is doing. It is life in motion. It is starting, it is 'getting stuck into'  a task without reasoning.   "Get it done!" is the motto of the motor centre. "Let's find out!" is another. The motor centre modus operandi is not reasoning, that belongs to the intellect. So delaying and postponing is the intellect. It's not the motor centre. The motor centre is about doing. The more we just do something when we think of it or feel like no matter what the mind reasons (unless a very good physical reason) the more we are embracing the language of the motor centre.  Action without thinking. There has to be thinking but thinking aligned with doing, not thinking against doing. The motor is always doing. Not doing something...

First we start in Gnosis learning together. Then later that learning becomes verified knowledge and later still that knowledge is applied and becomes working knowledge. Equipped with working knowledge we work together to radiate light. Eventually a Gnostic school turns into a Gnostic centre that operates as a point of light for the benefit of humanity that is magnetic and also electric.  The learning turns into working and fighting to radiate light. The learning never stops and the main column is the action of working to expand the light. Really where there is much darkness only then do we come to appreciate how a group of people working on themselves is so rare and special, and how they really together forms a point of light that is powerful and so needed. The light shines brightest in the darkness... End (6103).

With the work on ourselves we create a magnetic centre and that magnetic centre brings to us all that we need to keep going and to advance and expand. If we are not getting what it is that we need to sustain and expand the magnetic field of the centre is not strong enough. To make the magnetic field stronger we just need to increase the quality of the work on ourselves. Making it deeper and more defined. End (6099).

If we wait to be perfect and polished at something - we will never start it. We will only get to be polished after having started the process. There's something in us that only wants to deliver a very polished presentation. That is a super good intention, but in practice it is just another concrete block that stops us. Pride feels that with a polished presentation people will think 'well' of us. What is more closer to the truth is that with a presentation that we think is polished, we will think 'well' of us. As with so many things we have overcome our pride and go for it, with the key being to accepting that we can only get to be polished after having practiced, and we have to start somewhere at sometime as the first step towards being polished. End (6098).

Start from the Bottom (Mineral Life) When an essence is emanated from the Absolute for the first time, it begins it's journey into creation through the mental, astral, etheric rounds (see talk on the seven rounds and seven races) into the physical, where it then begins its physical life starting from the mineral kingdom. It then transmigrates through the plant, animal and finally into the human kingdom. Indigenous Tribes Such essences entering the human kingdom for the first time are born amongst the indigenous cultures of the world. That is amongst the various tribes of the world living what we would call a primitive life. A life that is close to nature, close to the Mother (Earth) and the learning that takes place is all about mother nature and how to live with mother nature. Just as new born children we stay close to our mother and all of our learning is in the beginning is through our mother. We can see that the learning about life begins as a new essence starts with the very f...

We give up chocolate for a week then we relapse, and in the relapse we eat in one or two sittings, all that we missed out on during the previous week. It is like the swing of the pendulum and so very naturally mathematically exact. This doesn't apply just to stopping eating chocolate but mental and emotional habits as well, especially the egos that are behind these habits. For example, instead of chocolates it could be criticism or judgement, or annoyances. The way we work with the pendulum starts by knowing it and knowing that the pendulum swing effect is what will happen if we provoke it.  We provoke the pendulum by not understanding what we are doing and just mechanically stopping a habit, for example. The pendulum swing effect is avoided by approaching stopping a habit by first being armed with good reasons that are deeply significant to us. Secondly, work to stop the pendulum gradually by coming to the centre slowly and smoothly. The pendulum is defeated gradually through crea...

Consciously working on Transvaluation is difficult. Transvaluation usually happens by itself as we work on ourselves and understand in a deeper way the teachings. Transvaluation means to transfer our centre of gravity from life to the work.  Before transvaluation, life, its pursuits and concerns were valued as top priority, after transvaluation the work on ourselves and the development of our inner life and Being are valued as top priority. Even though transvaluation is difficult there are methods of consciously working on transvaluation which are not as difficult and produce very good results.  There comes a time when we know we need a deeper level of transvaluation to go forward, and so we find ourselves having to consciously face working on transvaluation. This is when methods of transvaluation become very relevant and important. Choosing the right method actually can make all the difference. We truly want a method that we can pick up and work with at our level, that produc...