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We Can Not Stand Feeling Less – Hence the Many Intense Reactions – (2389)

The Big Cause of Reaction

I think the biggest cause of reaction in us is the feeling of less that arises in us during the interactions with others.

Hurt jealousy, pride, vanity, self-love etc. are all about the different ways of feeling less. Fear is another way of feeling less, and lust with its feeling of lacking etc. is its way of feeling less as well. This is a very useful observation to make. Once we make it we can progress in getting out of these bothersome feelings.

Obviously feeling less hurts and it is precisely this feeling of less that we can not stand within ourselves, and it is because we can not stand feeling ‘less’, that we react in order to not feel less. We go outside of ourselves looking for a way to turn that painful less feeling around into feeling good about ourselves.

Seeing things as unfair is the tell-tale mediocre symptom of the feeling less.

This is a very true statement. We may dismiss it, though its truth lies precisely with
 us making the effort right now in this moment to accept our reality and remember our inner Being. 
Then when we do that we can not be more accepted by ourselves and our inner Being in that moment!

Get Use to Feeling Less – Like to Feel Less then You Are on the Way to Feeling Differently

Reading the above words makes the ego rile. But I tell you this is something that if we want to progress in eliminating these egos we have to do so that we can be able to transform these feelings.

As soon as we stop being bothered by feeling less, we are on the way to transforming it into something else much less painful. Because the sting of the fascination and the pain of it has been extracted.

Everyone feels less and these egos will not stop feeling less. We live on, we will continue on, our inner Being, the source of our life force and vitality, the source of our consciousness will never disappear because an ego feels less. So, we don’t need it, feeling less is not so important a thing.

Anyway, the big key is to transform it. To like feeling less because of a good reason. That reason is that when we are feeling less we can go to our inner Being, remembering our inner Being and knowing that when close to It or in It, we are not less. In It, which is our real and true ‘be all and end all’, we are not more or less. It, our inner Being is an absolute factor. However, in relation to others we are always, always more or less. With self-remembering we can surpass the relativity that causes everyone so much pain.

End (2389).

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