Introduction
We have all heard of the case of the fallen bodhisattva. We
have probably hoped that we are one. It is possible to find out and this is what
this post is all about.
Ways to Find Out
There are really two parts to finding out that we are a
fallen bodhisattva.
First Part
The first part is where we are told either physically or
internally or learn by some kind of revelation that we are a fallen bodhisattva.
At this point we can accept that we are or we can forget about it. However,
there is still the another part in finding out, which in many ways is really
about confirming what was discovered here in the first part.
Second Part
The second part of finding out is to confirm or verify here
in the psychological and physical realms, what has come to light in the first
part. The end result is knowing that we are a fallen bodhisattva in all three
realities, that is the esoteric, the psychological and physical. Knowing this
is all three realities is complete knowledge and full awareness of this aspect
of ourselves.
Characteristics and Criteria in the Three Realities
This post will address the characteristics and criteria that
one can reference oneself against to get an idea of where one stands in
relation to that of being a fallen bodhisattva.
Esoteric Reality Characteristics and Criteria
Here below are some of the characteristics and criteria of a
fallen bodhisattva in the esoteric side of things.
Solar Bodies
The fallen bodhisattva possesses at least the astral, mental
and causal bodies. A fallen bodhisattva could also possess the Buddhic and
Atmic bodies and even the four Kayas, as Master Samael did. A Bodhisattva of
this category, that is one who possesses the Kayas is called a Dyhanni
Bodhisattva. Which is also someone who attained the status of Galactic Man.
So if you are told or you know that you have the bodies then
obviously you are a fallen bodhisattva. But it is still however good to read on
and verify more of the characteristics of a fallen bodhisattva to become more
aware of the condition of the fallen bodhisattva.
Karma
The fallen bodhisattva has more karma usually than the
ordinary person. Especially the kind of karma called Katancy. Even the Being
has karma because He in some way fell too. A part of him fell, and He is no
longer compete in the light.
The fallen bodhisattva falls into incurring three types of
karma: karma for killing the interior Buddha, karma for betraying the white
lodge and karma for minor crimes that a fallen bodhisattva once fallen or in
the process of falling commits.
This could mean that a fallen bodhisattva suffers a lot, meaning there is a lot of suffering in the life of a fallen bodhisattwa.
They feel a special spiritual kind of suffering because the yearning to reach the Being once again is strong, yet because of karma
there are many obstacles and delays and more delays that have to be paid before the fallen bodhisattva can conquer once again was lost.
Some Powers or Remembrance of Powers
A fallen bodhisattva usually has some kind of powers. A
freshly fallen one will have up to Master Samael says two thirds of his or her
powers intact. Though the common fallen bodhisattva has most of his or her
powers completely dashed over time. Though mind you, even if a fallen bodhisattva
has no powers that they know of, the fallen bodhisattva will still have something, which
could be: a good bit of intuition, some clairvoyance, astral travel ability,
ability to meditate naturally, a great familiarity with esotericism, flashes of
remembrance of past lives or very old esoteric knowledge, a special kind of
deep understanding regarding life, people and spirituality, instinctive knowing
about white and black, a tendency to towards magic, a strong will power, an
ardent love to help/serve humanity, even true/actual esoteric knowledge,
magnetism and charisma etc., ability to control or at least influence
circumstances etc.
Mixture of the Two Forces
A fallen bodhisattva has tremendous fights within, because
within his or her constitution are the two forces, one black is of the ego and
one white, which is of the soul and the bodies and the Being.
The fallen bodhisattva is really divided, there are the two
forces pulling at him or her. That is why the fallen bodhisattva can at times do
wonderful things then at other times do terrible things, all because of there
being the two forces within, and both forces being equally as strong. Basically
a fallen bodhisattva is a Hanasmussen that has a double centre of gravity.
Golden Embryo
The fallen bodhisattva has the golden embryo, which was
created in past lives. The fallen bodhisattva has the golden embryo rather than
just plain old essence. However, the golden embryo is scattered amongst the different
egos. Principally the golden embryo is inside the P.P.P (Principal
Psychological Profile) of the fallen bodhisattva.
Has to Die More than Anything Else
The main thing that a fallen bodhisattva logically has to do
is to die or work psychologically on him or herself. Especially on the P.P.P
because that is where the golden embryo is. Freeing the golden embryo will help
the fallen bodhisattva immensely because a great quantity of consciousness will
return to the fallen bodhisattva and that will help him/her to understand the
other egos and isolate the other egos helping the fallen bodhisattva to awaken
further.
Psychological Reality Characteristics and Criteria
Here below are some of the characteristics and criteria of a
fallen bodhisattva in the psychological side of things.
Mixture of the Two Forces
As mentioned before, the fallen bodhisattva psychologically
has two sides, one black and one white. So the fallen bodhisattva can express
them both in a very marked way. Sometimes in a very contradictory manner. A
fallen bodhisattva will be able to notice a great love inside for the Being and
esotericism, and also at times a strange rejection towards the Being and karma and also a
great desire to jump into materialism and excel in the endeavours of
materialism.
These forces clash inside the bodhisattva producing very
negative states and often intense crises.
Yearning and Rejection
The fallen bodhisattva has an immense yearning to enter the
light once again, to feel whole in the Being to conquer what one has lost, yet
there is the strong rejection towards the Being and esotericism because of the suffering
produced by the previous failure. Even the yearning can be mixed with the P.P.P
of Pride, yearning to get the light to be better. Of course this also must die.
The fallen bodhisattva may express the yearning one instant
then the rejection in the next.
Strong Pride
The fallen bodhisattva has usually a disgustingly strong
pride that is strong in the intellectual and mystical fields. They often like
to lead and take control. They often clash with others, all owing to
this pride.
The worst thing though is that this Pride separates them
from their Being, they feel to be a power in and by themselves, different and
that makes them disobedient to their own inner Being. This pride does not allow
them to do the will of their Father. They resist the union with the Being, and
they are very rebellious often and hate authority, even the Gnostic Hierarchy
type of authority. They always like to rebel and be different and to ‘buck the
system’ as it is said.
Strong Skepticism
Because before when they were raised they knew and had great
faith in their Being they have now lost that and the opposite replaces the void
that once faith and knowledge filled. So they can have a strong distrust
towards the Law, the Being and Life and they can be very skeptical.
Resentment Towards God
They because of the pain of the fall, resent God, because
they feel deep down that God, their inner Being should not have let them fall.
And now working on themselves they suffer dissolving their egos and paying
their Karma and they know that it is for their Being, so they resent that they
have to suffer for the Being who is there all happy and free. Well we know that
He, the Being is not all that free and happy when we are fallen. We are a heavy
burden for Him.
Strong Lust
Usually they have a strong lust, because it was the
instrument of their fall. They can have the type of lust that is irrational,
which makes sense because to have fallen is to cast aside all reason. To choose
suffering over bliss in the Being, one really had to be crazy in lust or
rebellion or pain or something else.
Strong Fear
They usually have a strong fear because of their great
karma. They are fearful because they know they have karma and they feel that
because of that karma, punishment could come at any time and that karma could
stop them from uniting with their inner Being once again.
Do not Submit to Guidance
They are so rebellious and proud that they always go by
themselves and usually never work in conjunction with anybody else or under
anybody else. There are exceptions though, these exceptions are smarter in that
they know that being rebellious is not helping themselves in any way to
dissolve their pride.
Physical Reality Characteristics and Criteria
Here below are some of the characteristics and criteria of a
fallen bodhisattva in the physical side of things.
Problematic
They are very problematic. If you see a fallen bodhisattva
keep your distance, they will get you into trouble of some sort. Reprimands are
sure to follow. They are usually always involved in some sort of problems arising
from disobedience or doing this outside of the official channels and upsetting
the ‘apple cart’. Also their large amount of karma gets them involved in
circumstances that are very problematic and complicated.
Expression of the Ray
A fallen bodhisattva has to express his or her ray. So even
if they are not working for their self-realisation they will be physically
working in the field of their ray fighting for a cause which has to do with the
liberation, justice, education, equality, awareness, knowledge of their fellow
man.
Usually when a fallen bodhisattva enters the domain of the work
on him or herself they leave the physical expression of their ray and enter the
spiritual expression and teach or fight for humanity through the spiritual aspect
of that ray.
For example, Master Samael was asked, ‘where would he be if
he was not working on himself or had not gotten his self-realisation?’. He
answered along the lines of: ‘in the mountains with a rifle fighting for
liberation of men’.
Another example, a fallen bodhisattva of the ray of the Law
may stop being a lawyer, social worker, politician, rights activist etc. and
work on him or herself and teach the mysteries of the Law and bring down to men
the mysteries and impulses and mandates of the Divine Law.
Gnosis and the Fallen Bodhisattvas
It has been said that Gnosis is really now only for the
fallen bodhisattvas. So following this logic if we are in Gnosis, we have a
good chance that we are a fallen bodhisattva. In some, there is not much time
left and only really a fallen bodhisattva can grasp the knowledge quickly and
then raise to the heights of the Being within him or herself.
Point of Rupture
There my missionary told me, in the life of any fallen
bodhisattva is a magical and ominous moment or point of rupture. Yes that is
right rupture not rapture. Where the fallen bodhisattva must either take off or
go down because the clash of those two opposite forces is damaging the person and
that clash or friction can not be withstood (it harms and hurts) for any longer.
Something has to be done, fly up or drop down.
Conclusion
Your Conclusion
So are you one or not? If you are, the most important thing
that you need to do is TO DIE! Die in your P.P.P. If want some information
about the P.P.P check out these links:
Don’t Feel Proud
No reason really to feel proud, because a fallen bodhisattva
failed and has a lot of work to do, not to mention a lot of karma yet to pay.
A fallen bodhisattva betrayed the white lodge and
assassinated the inner Buddha.
Plus it was a very long time ago, and if a fallen
bodhisattva does NOT work he or she will still go to the abyss and will stay there
even longer than the normal person, paradoxically longer that the person that a
fallen bodhisattva could feel superior to.
End (540).
Very good and insightful text! Congratulations!
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