Life of Constant Inner and Outer Rebellion

Life of Constant Inner and Outer Rebellion - (2108)

So Much Inner Rebellion

There is so much rebellion within us.

Rebellion against our parents, against school and school teachers, against our own body, against our own health, against our mind, against sex and our sex, against our own planet, against authority, against any and every aspect of the system, against others, against the law, against truth, against love, against art, against decency, it almost characterises us.

Certainly, looking into my own inner life I see that aspect of rebellion, disobedience, non-conformity etc.

Makes Sense About Rebellion Being Everywhere

There were two great rebellions, one was against the Absolute which resulted in creation and the other was the fall in Lemuria.

As we are the product of these great rebellions it makes sense that rebellion characterises us. What is interesting that we are here due to rebellion and it is exactly what we need now to get back there is a rebellion against our sleeping, mechanical and lunar nature.

At the Root of this Rebellion is the Rebellion Against our Own Being

All of these outer rebellions in society are really inner rebellions and at their roots, they rebellions against our own Being. Because the Being is all these values and much more, that have been and are being rebelled against (check the values of the Being being rebelled as in the second paragraph above).

Why is that so, why a rebellion against our own Being?

Why? Answer: an Ancient Resentment!

We have this rebellion raging on deep within us due to a certain resentment against our inner Being.

The resentment that has come from being cast into creation, where duality must reign, and for duality to reign a separation of one into two had to occur. This separation was spirit and matter. That is the Being in us and us – the essence of the Being in a material body.

This separation reached its peak in Lemuria, and the ancient Lemurians, us, did not want this great separation to occur, but it happened anyway and against our will and in rebellion against this was the rebellion of the Angels where many angels fell.

This rebellion then passed to the ego, essentially pride and lust. More about this soon…

End (2108).

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