That Anti-Voice When we Pray

That Anti-Voice When we Pray - (2094)

There are those Thoughts...

When we pray to our inner Divinity or to any other divinity there can be thoughts that emerge that are very disrespectful and opposite to things that are good and decent in nature.

An Origin?

Well those thoughts do have an origin...

The origin is in the Anit-Christ, which is something that is inside of ourselves, and will be there for a a long while until, as Gnosis teaches us, we arrive at the opportune moment where we have the possibility to really face it and defeat it for good.

This opportune moment is the incarnation of the Intimate Christ! Before the Intimate Christ is incarnated in a person the Anti-Christ is faced and overcome.

It is not an ego or a group of egos but a force beyond the egos that we have and is dealt with by our inner Divinity in the Venustic initiations.

What to Do About it?

It certainly, in the beginning may bother us considerably but as one works on oneself it becomes weaker and one is less perturbed by its emanations until one is able to pray undisturbed and finish satisfactorily any prayer that one likes. But it still may flare up... but ignore and KRIM it if you like.

The trick in the beginning is to simply ignore it and not allow it to stop you from praying and working esoterically.

End (2094).

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