Egos Aligned More Male or More Female Due to the Past

Egos Aligned More Male or More Female Due to the Past - (2889)

Imagine a man terribly arrogant and fiercely proud. Whom no one commands and whom no-one betrays lest they suffer terribly for it. A leader whom no-one disrespects or belittles.

Then that man dies and returns into a woman's body. Very few would submit that lady and if by social norms, circumstances etc. she has to conform to a more humble status: such a depression, such a frustration and such an angry state ensues... Such a lady naturally would end up commanding the house and the man would be relegated to taking a perennial back seat in the parliament of the household. Which happens and is relative some men are fine with that...

It is a tiny bit unusual to see such a woman like this, but none the less there are some and so they will be that way due to having been a man before where they strengthened that pride greatly. This makes a lot of sense because it is only now in this modern era that women have more equality, previously it was all a man's world, where it was men with their huge pride that commanded...

Imagine a terribly lustful lady whose lust has possession of all the feminine tacts, skills and nature and returns as a man. That man then would at the right time have his sexuality hijacked by these feminine natured egos of lust, with the overall result being a strange sexuality for a man.

A man that has a lot of insecurity issues, lots of jealousy lots of sensitive self-love obviously strengthened these egos while being a woman.

End (2889).

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