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Ego Elimination Notes - (2994)

Introduction

The sense of invalid efforts or of an invalid day accompanied by a tinge of anxiousness or restlessness is our essence telling us that we must do something that counts.

In our current state what counts more than the elimination of the ego? Nothing right.

Master Samael says that any spiritual attempt that does not take into account the dissolution of the ego is doomed to fail. So our spiritual attempts of the day to be worthy must take into account the dissolution of the ego.

Working on the elimination of any ego soothes that anxious and hollow like feeling of 'not doing anything substantial'.


Divine Mother - Prayer, KRIM and Imagination

Praying to the Divine Mother, the mantra KRIM and imagination is a powerful combination when it comes to the dissolution of the ego.

Seeing the ego we want dissolved and seeing it in our imagination becoming weaker and seeing the equanimity that ensues is a good use of our imagination.

As we work on dissolution, the ego becomes gradually smaller and less and less harmful.

One day it gets so small and harmless that it is like a baby. Strangely enough we can feel a touch sentimental about it and stop the work of  dissolution. The essence that the ego contains is so much more beautiful and valuable that we must press on seeking out its total dissolution.

Freed Essence

The essence recently freed from the ego is very weak and needs treatment. It is very groggy.

Our Divine Mother along with our efforts provide the newly freed essence with this treatment.

Our effort lies in forgetting the ego and using the virtues of the essence to solve the situations where that ego would have normally appeared.

The recently freed essence will find its way back to union with the body of the free essence we have.

The recently freed essence needs to be awakened, when it is awakened it will shed completely any memory of the conditioning it has been subjected to for years, while in the bottle of the ego.

Dying

When the ego is dying or has died, as natural as can be, we no longer despair, cry, worry, fret, get upset, become agitated and tense, where we use to be before. Now in those circumstances we feel balanced and remain in a state of equanimity.

To protect ourselves from temptation we need the death of the ego. Nothing protects better than the dissolution of the ego.

When tempted and the ego is dying we just don't feel like it and loses interest very quickly.

Ego: a Shell, Structure, Form which Traps a Fragment of Essence

The ego is nothing more than a container of a fraction of essence. It is a shell or a bottle. When we pray to the Divine Mother she breaks the shell so that the free essence can escape.

The ego then is an astral, mental and causal kind of crystallisation. It is a astral, mental and causal  structure or form made from atoms of those dimensions. In other words it is a molecular structure.

The Divine Mother Being an electronic force is able to separate those atoms of the molecular structure so that it can be dissolved.

The recently freed essence contains invaluable information about how it became trapped in the ego. In other words it has valuable information about the secret enemy which the free essence uses to increase its depth of understanding of the ego - the 'myself'.

If we want something new to develop in us or be born in us, something must die first of all.

End (2994).

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