Feeling Washed Out and Empty - (4206)

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Why? Too much life! Too little work! 


Too little introspection, prayer, comprehension, transmutation, mystical death, conscious moments...


Feed the soul and it gets stronger, feed life and the soul gets weak and then we feel empty, washed out, uninspired, sad, insipid...


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