Transmutation is Communication and Healing with and of the Sexual Centre – (1487)

Consciously Transmute

When we consciously and mindfully transmute our sexual energy we actually do something remarkable and it is to communicate and commune with our sexual centre.

When we transmute mindfully we actually connect our awareness then our mind and heart to our sexual centre. Then a channel of communication is established. There we can perceive our sexual centre and perceive the way it reacts and behaves in response to our thoughts and feelings. We can also perceive how the energy is being moved and transmuted.

We can perceive how our sexual centre changes when we send positive thoughts and feelings to it. We can perceive how it is benefited with our positive intentions and conscious waves of communication.

This for anyone is like a certain joy of integration. This can be experienced while a person is single or married and perhaps as a practice it is best done by oneself to start with. Because then one can concentrate fully on one’s sexual centre while transmuting using a mantra or prana yama etc. to establish this practice well within oneself.

Converse

With a channel of communication, we can then converse with our sexual centre and this is very beneficial. Our sexual centre has a marvellous intelligence and so when we converse with it silently with awareness to awareness with our benevolent exchange of emotion we bring our sexual centre into line and into co-operation with our yearnings and aspirations.

With communication to our sexual centre we make our sexual centre an ally and we can heal it. It has an atomic intelligence and we can connect to it with our consciousness.

Heal Your Sexual Centre This Way

This way is a marvellous way to heal our sexual centre. Because of wrong uses our sexual centre can need some healing. This communication heals the sexual centre. It opens many subtle channels for blockages to be channelled to the correct spots, it activates certain self-healing processes within the sexual centre and it incites the sexual centre to work correctly and correct functioning produces health and is health.

Read more below about how our sexual centre can be ill-affected.

Opposite

There is no communication or communion when people engage in the opposite activity. People just demand from their sexual centre, they put pressure on it and they are not aware of it at all. They do not even know that they are damaging it.

They strain it, they extinguish it, they cause tremendous blockages to form there amongst the sexual organs, for example in the testicles and ovaries. These tensions and blockages can be healed through transmuting mindfully and communicating consciously with our sexual centre.

Conclusion

Transmute (single or married) always as consciously as possible. It is a transformative, healing, integrating and consciousness generating process and experience.

This benevolence of transmutation shows up the harm of lust so that we can much easier contrast the next time lust appears in our human machine.

End (1487).

Desire Declutter – (1486)

Suffer, Hesitate, Vacillate, Procrastinate and are Inefficient

Because we have so many desires we suffer, we are inefficient, we hesitate, we vacillate and procrastinate.

Want a quieter mind, declutter desires. Because desire causes the mind to think.

Suffer

Desire makes us to suffer. If we have no desires we feel free and we are free.

Hesitate, Vacillate, Procrastinate and Inefficiency

These four things are due to having too many desires in our system. Our mind’s role is to organise desires so that they can be fulfilled.

Mind the Organiser

When we have two or more desires our mind naturally tries to make plans so that they can be fulfilled. This means that our mind has to do a lot of careful prioritising and deciding and in general organising. The more desires there are the more organising our mind has to do.

Organising Requires Much Thinking

This requires a lot of thought on our part and this thinking takes time and this makes us slow. If our mind was really excellent at organising it would quickly create a plan and we would be on our way, but what happens with us in a real world is that our mind is not that good and there are always complications.

Difference Between Minds

The difference between people is that some have a good mind to organise things while others don’t have a good organising mind and when they have many desires they just collapse.

Cause of Hesitation and Vacillation

To decide between desires takes us time and so we become hesitant, because both desires are equal in strength we then vacillate between one and another.

Cause of Procrastination

Because we know that we have to decide between too many desires and it is going to be difficult we don’t know where to start and so we procrastinate. If there was one desire or none we would not procrastinate because we would know exactly what to do.

Cause of Inefficiency

This whole process of hesitating, vacillating and procrastinating makes us terribly inefficient.

Conclusion

Declutter desires and receive great benefits for our mind and overall well-being. Letting go of desires saves much mental effort, because there is not much to organise.

If we want to quieten our mind we need to declutter our desires then the mind will not have anything to organise and so it will fall quiet.

End (1486).

Poseidon or Neptune – (1485)

Introduction

Just something on the aside, focusing for a while on something that you like, in this case Poseidon or Neptune definitely helps to change our internal state. If it doesn't then chanting the powerful mantram KRIM intensely while doing the Rune UR is sure to shake out any ego! Try it if needed.

Poseidon – Some Interesting Excerpts

V.M Samael Aun Weor

“Let us now remember that submerged primeval continent named Atlantis. In the land of the Pharaohs, ancient Egypt, the priests of Sais told the great Athenian Solon that Atlantis had been destroyed nine thousand years before they had such a conversation with him.

Our boastful modern civilization has not yet surpassed the Atlantean civilization.[ ] The God Neptune governed Atlantis wisely. The very sacred temple of this Holy God was dazzlingly admirable. The stockade or silver-coated walls of this temple were amazing with their remarkable beauty. All of its pinnacles and ceilings were made out of the best quality solid gold. With all of the royal splendors of ancient times, the ivory, silver, gold, and brass radiantly glowed within the Temple of Neptune.

The gigantic sacred sculpture of the God Neptune was made completely out of pure gold. The minds of his Atlantean devotees were infused with profound veneration by the mysterious, ineffable golden statue, which was mounted on a beautiful chariot and pulled by exotic, winged steeds, with the respectable court of one hundred gleaming sea nymphs around him.”

Samael Aun Weor, 1977 lecture

Manly P. Hall

“Like water, Neptune is recognized as a vitalizer and life-giver and in the ancient Mysteries was associated with the germinal agents. The fish, or spermatozoon, previous to its period of germination, was under his dominion.” - Manly P. Hall

Gnostic Warrior Website

“Neptune is God of the Sea to the “Sons of Neptune,” who are the great Initiates of the Sacred Isles of Crete. It is from this island, where we find the first true tales being told of sea-faring men, and who had formed the first navy under the leadership of the first law giving kings of the sea. A people known in myth and biblical stories, as the Minoans, Phoenicians, Curetes, Telchines, Philistines, Judeans, Greeks, the Sea Peoples, etc

It is Neptune who is credited with building a Navy and inventing horsemanship. On July 23, there is a Roman Holiday called Neptunalia, that was made in honour of Neptune. When Neptune arrives on the lands he conquers, he not only arrives with his mighty navy, but also his hippocampus-like horses. Many Navy's around the world still honour “King Neptune” in an ancient tradition of initiation called the “Line-crossing ceremony;"

an initiation rite, still current in many navies, coast guards, and merchant fleets. When ships cross the equator, “Pollywogs” (sailors who have not done such a crossing before) receive “subpoenas”to appear before Her Highness Amphitrite (often various dignitaries, who are all represented by the highest-ranking seamen). Some Pollywogs may be “interrogated” by King Neptune and his entourage. At the end of the ceremony — which in the past often included considerable hazing — they are initiated as Shellbacks or Sons of Neptune, and receive a certificate to that effect.”

Trident

Gnostic Muse Website

“Neptune is always depicted as carrying a trident of three points, which represent the three primary forces– affirming, negating, and reconciling. Many people may be familiar with the depictions of the devil who always carries a trident. A devil or demon uses the three primary forces to create, but negatively, so creating more materialism, hypnotism, suffering, selfishness in the world etc.

Neptune the god of the ocean, embodies the oceanic consciousness of the Being, as well as an individual’s internal sexual waters. Neptune therefore has the whitened trident and is the result of the esoteric spiritual work purifying the devil completely. The positive force of Neptune within us allows access to the mystical and profound depths of life, in a way that is balanced with wisdom.”

Neptune’s Sons

Gnostic Warrior Website

“Neptune's symbol is the trident. The sons of Neptune were Triton, Phoresis, Proteus and Glaucus. The wife of Neptune was a sea nymph by the name of Amphitrite, a daughter of Nereus

According to Hesiod's Theogony, Triton dwelt with his parents in a golden palace in the depths of the sea; Homer places his seat in the waters off Aegae. The story of the Argonauts places his home on the coast of Libya and rationalized by Diodorus Siculus as "then ruler over Libya." Triton was the father of Pallas and foster parent to the goddess Athena. Pallas was killed by Athena during a fight between the two goddesses. Triton is also sometimes cited as the father of Scylla by Lamia. Triton can sometimes be multiplied into a host of Tritones, daimones of the sea.(Wikipedia)

The mighty Tritons were a race of sea gods and goddesses born from Triton. Over time, Triton's class and image came to be associated with mermaid-like creatures, the Tritons (Τρίτωνες), which could be male or female, and usually formed the escort of marine divinities whose upper parts were human, and whose lower parts resembled fish. This part man and part fish we can surely witness today in the US Navy with their elite unit of God Men of the Sea, known to us as the Navy SEALS.  These are the Triton's of the modern world whose symbol is the Trident.

Neptune had caused earthquakes and deluges with his mighty trident. According to Hesiod, Oceanus was one of the Titans who was considered the ruler of the exterior waters encompassing the earth, and interior seas and rivers were assigned to Neptune.

Let us not forget what happened to the mythological island of Atlantis."

Concluding Excerpt

Gnostic Warrior Website

“A few words at this time concerning the symbolism of Neptune. While Neptune is popularly associated with the sea, he occultly signifies the albuminous part of the great egg of Jupiter. In certain schools of Orphic mysticism, the inferior universe (like the supreme, all-inclosing sphere) is symbolized by an egg. This lesser egg has Jupiter for a yolk, Neptune for the albumen, and Pluto for the shell. It is therefore evident that Neptune is not associated with the physical element of water but rather with the electrical fluids permeating the entire solar system. He is also associated with the astral world, a sphere of fluidic essences and part of the mirror of Maya, the illusion. As the connective between Jupiter and Pluto, Neptune represents a certain phase of material intellect which, like the element of water, is very changeable and inconstant. Like water, Neptune is recognized as a vitalizer and life-giver and in the ancient Mysteries was associated with the germinal agents. The fish, or spermatozoon, previous to its period of germination, was under his dominion.”

End (1485).

Casinos and Gambling – (1484)

A Work of the Abyss

If you have ever been in a casino (don’t go there you are not going to benefit one bit) you’ll notice how unpleasant it is. The “I” of gambling always takes people to rotten places, either physically and internally or both.

Casinos and gambling venues are the places where there is the loss of hard earned honest money. In short casinos and gambling wastes honest hard work. The “I” of gambling when out of control can ruin a family and a life honestly and decently earnt. The things of the abyss are always like that they ruin honest and decent things and bring a person to ruination. The consciousness does not do that, it dignifies, restores, harmonises, balances and regenerates!

In fact, Master Samael says that all these gambling places are related to the 6^th sphere of the abyss because they are all a kind of fraud. Master Samael says that Sanagabril is the demon from within the abyss that controls all the currents that move through the casinos and all the gambling venues and activities on the Earth. Sanagabril is the antithesis of the generosity, altruism and balanced ruling and distribution of Jupiter.

Master Samael said that he saw met with him internally and all he spoke of was money and he gave Maser Samael the numbers to win the lotto. Master Samael refused because he knew that was the way to caught by him.

Atmosphere Thick with Dreams

How much fascination and sleep of the consciousness there is there. How much dreaming there is in the atmosphere, the atmosphere is thickly charged with dreaming and it makes one get a little cloudy and dizzy in the head.

Take Take Take!

There is much desire there, the desire to take. The patrons want to take money and the casino wants to take money, no one wants to give! There is little balance there, there is no give and take for mutual benefit. It is a civilised savage environment of take take take! Internally how does everyone appear? Like savages wanting to ravish each other?

A Deceiving and Insulting Luxury

In the casinos there is a great deal of luxury that hides the real underlying rottenness of the place and what’s more this luxury serves to insult all those who enter with hope of winning a little and end up leaving having lost a lot. All those who leave a casino always smirk and curse at the luxury as they hit themselves for not having remembered the truth: “the house always wins”.

It is luxury built off the misery of and loses of others, and of having defrauded others. It is a malign luxury that seduces, insults and deceives. It is nowhere near the luxury found in the temples which is just and serves as a reflection of the greatness of our creator and as a way to honour him.

The luxury of the casinos deceives people thinking making one to think that it will be pleasant and relaxing and that it will share of its abundance with people. All that is entirely false. One leaves in misery having only experienced a head ache, stress, anxiety and disappointment amidst its clutches.

Anxiety and Control

How much anxiety and how many dark currents of interest and control move through such places. There is video surveillance covering every angle, serious supervisors dressed in dark suits at every corner, everything is monitored and intensely watched, protecting every cent.

Downward Combinations

There is drinking, sex, fleeting elation and thrills that combine with the “I” of gambling accelerating one into out of control degenerative state.

“I” of Gambling Deceives

With gambling one seeks a thrill, entertainment, the feeling of being proud in thinking one’s mental powers are so good to be able to predict the future. The “I” of gambling makes one to think that they can control their thrill, their elation and their winnings. However, how deceived it is, the casino is the one that knows the outcome and it is the one that is in control. You may say no! It is all random, but casinos never go out of business showing us that in the long term they always win and they know the outcome.

End (1484).

Ego of Gambling is Ignorant of the Divine Law – (1483)

Ignoramus

The “I” of gambling is one hundred percent ignorant of the Divine Law. I’ll explain why in this post.

Coincidentally, by understanding this point about gambling and the “I” of gambling, we can undo its logic. Undoing the logic of any ego is like delivering a bomb to its front door. Boomba!!! Take that!

Logic of Gambling

The logic of gambling is: “You have to be in it to win it”, “You never know your luck”, “I could win it, it’s my lucky day!” and “Just try once!”.

All of these statements stemming from the logic of the “I” of gambling can be undone by knowing about the Law of Karma. The Law of Karma says there is no luck, we have what we deserve and the law always finds a way to bring to us what we deserve good or bad.

So if there is legitimately speaking, money owing to us, the Divine Law will find a way to get it to us. Nothing comes to us for free and if does, it disappears from us as quickly and as easily as it came.

So in the sections below I am going to destroy the logic of gambling using what Gnosis teaches us about the Divine Law.

“You have to be in it to win it!”

Very compelling and based on this reality, you buy a lotto ticket or you enter a draw to win the prize. The “I” of gambling just believes and dreams. It does not know anything. It is a huge ignoramus.

We are asleep when we think or believe we can win. Because the awakened one knows what is owed to him or her and knows that he or she will win or even better still will trust in the law and will just wait for the owed compensation to come to him or her.

Really you don’t have to be in anything to receive your dharma, it will come to you by itself. Because that is the Law, the law finds a way to do it because that is justice and the Law works magically to balance things out. A lotto ticket may be an instrument of the Law but someone else can always by it for you.

We win nothing because nothing is owed to us, we are the ones that owe.

“You never know your luck!”

There is no luck! Everything happens in accordance with the Law, that is in accordance with what we owe and what we are owed. That is a reality that we don’t know what we owe and what we are owed. But for sure there is no luck!

Once again if we are owed, it will come to us by itself. We are mostly in debt and owe the Law and so it is to dream soundly thinking that we are going to win big time.

Master Samael says that if it happens that we win the lotto and receive a few million dollars it is the Divine Law paying us out for everything that is owed to us before we go to the abyss. Sometimes even there may not be anything to be paid to us before we are sent into involution.

“I could win it, it’s my lucky day!” and “Just try once!”.

Once again there is no luck. One way to know that we can have money owing to us is if we have worked hard for a few years and have given this money to help others, then we have luck as it is known conventionally and we could win something. But you know our Inner Being may have other plans for that dharma and so we don’t win anything. If you have worked hard and have spent your money on yourself there is no money to be won!

To just try once is crazy, because what happens is that we end up just getting being caught trying and trying and getting lost in it all and then we are $250 shorter than when we started. Where was our luck then? This is the sad case of the large majority of gamblers that usually always lose.

The “just try once” logic is based on the dream that we think we are have money owing us or that we are lucky and all that is needed is to try once. Once again there is no luck and our dharma if our Being and the Law wish it, it will come to us by itself when needed!

Conclusion

If we use the teachings about Karma and the Divine Law we can come to understand how absurd the “I” of gambling is.

This brings us to a very interesting teaching and it is that many of the egos are based on the ignorance of Divine laws and principles. So if we understand very deeply the laws and principles related to the area in which the ego is situated in, we can largely dissolve the ego. For example, understanding very profoundly the laws and principles of the creative energy and sexuality, we when greatly weaken the “I’s” of lust.

End (1483).

Consciousness is the Now As Well as the Past and the Future! – (1482)

How is that I thought it was just the now!

Try it is the now because that is what is real! The consciousness magically integrates the past and the future into the now.

It knows the lessons from the past and uses those to correct the present to create a different better future in the now! It also knows that the future is created now and so it acts wisely know using the wisdom gained from yesterday! See all three aspects of time integrated into one!

Just Live In the Now – is Not all that Awakened it is Incomplete!

There are those people that don’t want to look into the past or the future and just want to live in the now. They are not quite all awakened.  

The typical person that does that are often those hippy slackers that end up going here there and everywhere, not doing much and live off others. They always just went with their impulses in the moment and never looked to the future or corrected the present based on the past to prepare themselves for the future. And then they wonder why they find themselves in present difficulties.

Live in the moment or not live in the moment we always sow what we reap!

End (1482).

Use Sexual Energy Carefully – Don’t Agitate it Too Much! – (1481)

Careful

Use the sexual energy carefully not in a way that upheaves everything taking ages to settle down.

The sexual energy is a lot like water and fire. It can be agitated and then once agitated it takes time for it to settle down and regain the glassy surface calm condition again.

In that agitated state is where we can run into some difficulty. The egos can also take advantage of this situation! But in the calm condition there are really no problems or difficulties. It is a lot like the mind in that regard, no mind no problems. Calm sexual energy or sexual waters no problems.

Use it and Leave it Turned Off

The key is to use concentration, imagination and will more than any other means to transmute the sexual energy. It is good practice to agitate calmly and to the sufficient level and then the settling time is much quicker.

To have dreams of rough waters is an indication that we are agitating our sexual waters too much and we need to have them in a calm and more in control state.

End (1481).

Eye for an Eye Working Principle – (1480)

Apply Justice to the Ego!

The law of karma tends to work that way in most things: an eye for an eye, but we know there exists negotiation and pardon.

This post is not about that really. It is good to say anyway that if something really big an unfair happens in your life or just something unfair happens, leave it in the hands of the Gods to amend. Don’t take things into your own hands.

The Principle

So if the ego takes ten minutes of your life in dreaming, fantasy or fascination and identification, take those ten minutes back by working on it for 10 minutes.

Tell it: “Alright mate you took ten minutes from me I am going to take 10 minutes from you concentrating on that which you most detest!”.

If you lost psychic energy through identification, then transmute or do runes to get that energy back.

If it made you to be distracted, concentrate on it studying it and regain your focus.

If we suffered some harm then go against it and be happy, reward yourself by going to your essence and self-remembering.

And so on…

Conclusion

This is not a bad way to create discipline of working on the egos that we have. It is quite simple and sometimes simple things are best. We usually tend to the side of doing less work on the ego but by holding to this discipline we can improve the number of times we work on the ego.

A student use to always tell me: KISS (Keep It Simple Stupid).

End (1480).

Stop Fantasy and Deal a Mortal Blow to Lust – (1479)

Why do we Go Red, Feel Awkward or Comb our Hands through Our Hair?

All Because of Fantasy!

When we look at a person without any mental process going on in our mind we are seeing what is. That is neutral that is ok. We are seeing the physical body of a Monad in creation. We may perceive certain things about that person and that is ok. As soon as the mind begins to think about what has been perceived or the mind simply begins to think then there arises the trouble.

If we observe what arises in our mind very carefully we will see that what appears is fantasy, or more fantasy than anything else. It is precisely fantasy that makes us to then feel awkward and blush. Because we are subconsciously embarrassed about having projected a fantasy, even if subconsciously.

No Thought – No Awkwardness!

How can we feel awkward and blush and get nervous when we are seeing a reality, a human being, like us, no more than that a human being? Impossible! We feel awkward and embarrassed because a silly or embarrassing thought entered our mind.

It may not have even been an elaborate or involved fantasy, it may even be a decent kind of a fantasy, but none the less it is something that is not real and is out of context with the physical event and we feel ashamed, embarrassed or silly about that. IT just goes to show us that our real nature is made of truth or what is real.

No person is a problem, what is the problem is our fantasy. Stop the fantasy and you will see how everything changes.

End (1479).

The Wisdom and Force Balance, Washes Anger Out! - (1478)

Out of Balance

A person who has anger has an imbalance inside of themselves. This lack of balance has to do with wisdom and force: Mercury and Mars.

Symbol for Mercury (left) and symbol for Mars (right).

With anger we just use force and we forget wisdom. If we balance them by combining them in the correct order we can wash out anger.

First Wisdom then Combine Force

First stop, wait and think. Use wisdom then use force to extend the wisdom and the wisdom, which is the direction for wise action.

Conclusion

Mercury! Mercury! Wisdom! Wisdom! Don’t forget it! Balance wisdom with your force so to wash out anger. Don’t forget: wisdom, wisdom, past experience, past experience, stop, stop, wait, wait and think, think then act wisely!

End (1478).

Something to Quickly Apply when Fuming with Toxic Anger: Ask Is it Harming Me? - (1477)

Ask Vehemently in the Heat of the Moment

When we are angry already or getting angry as swift as the wind ask yourself honestly and intensely is this really harming me? The answer will mostly be no!

Then you will see anger drop down a notch.

Why?

Because anger arises and fuels itself on the perception and thought that something or someone is harming us.

Then What?

Then as soon as you know that the situation or the person is not harming us we have some space to engage our creative intellect and to us e wisdom instead of force or combine the two to provide a wise solution to the situation.

When Something is Not Harming Us!

When something really is harming us our anger is like justified (better if we just use firmness or reasonable force not anger). People won’t criticise and gossip and we will feel more or less alright (not too sorry or anything like that). But when something is not harming us and we get angry then that is when we lose out big time. We hurt others, we feel sorry and have to apologise and our image drops and their trust in us hits the floor.

End (1477).

Superior Emotional Centre and the Ray of Creation – (1476)

In the Superior Intellect

Master Samael says that the superior emotional centre is inside the superior intellectual centre. This has to be because there is no emotion without a thought. Therefore there can be no superior emotion without a superior thought generated by the superior intellectual centre.

Your Being helps you through your superior emotional centre. The more you keep your consciousness active the more
the Being helps us! Marvelous Marvelous That's the Key!!!

Ray of Creation Organises Itself in the Superior Emotional Centre

Master Samael says some marvellous things in the El Quinto Evangelio” on page 2473 he says that the ray of creation which emanates from our Being organises itself in our superior emotional centre.

When the ray of creation from our Being enters our emotional centre it organises itself into teachings, guidance, wisdom, dreams and certain dramas and scenarios that appear in our dreams with purpose of helping, guiding and instructing us. Also certain didactic sets of experiences and circumstances are also formed and generated from within the superior emotional centre thanks to the ray of creation emanating from our Being.

The masters of the conscious circle of solar humanity also, Master Samael said help us through our superior centres.

Active Consciousness and Superior Emotional Centre

Master Samael said that there is a proviso, which is the help from our Being through our superior emotional centre comes to us according to how many times we give our consciousness the chance during the day to be active.

If we don’t give our consciousness any time to be active we are not going to be able to receive the help from our Being though our superior emotional centre.

More Essence More Space for Our Being to Deposit His Help

The more essence and the more space we have available in our essence the more our Being can deposit his wisdom, ideas, impulses and help to. The essence and the consciousness in us are envoys of the Being, they are agents of our Being, and if we have very little there is very little of the Being in us. So we need to free as much essence as we can and awaken as much consciousness as we can!!!

End (1476). 

Money Can Buy You… but Not... – (1475)

Introduction

During a conversation someone mentioned a poster that they saw. As they were explaining what they saw it made me to reflect. Really what they were saying is true and it brought to the light that really what is more important than anything else is life and life comes from our Being, so the Being is the most important thing! Not as a religious like belief but as actual fact. The aim of this post is to bring this point out for anyone that God willing it may help.

Money Can Buy You… but Not…

• Money can buy you blood but not life…

• Money can buy you a new organ but not the body’s acceptance of it…

• Money can buy you medicine but not health…

• Money can buy you insurance but not immunity…

• Money can buy you sex but not love…

• Money can buy you a bed but not sleep…

• Money can buy you possessions but not happiness…

• Money can buy you entertainment but not enjoyment…

• Money can buy you food but not contentment…

• Money can buy you books but not knowledge…

• Money can buy you travel but not wonder and awe…

• Money can buy you employees but not trust or respect…

• Money can buy you power but not not a command over death...

End (1475).

Interest to Comprehension to Consciousness - (1474)

Introduction

There is an interesting process that can take place within us when we are diligent or just when we stick with things and keep working. When we work this process happens in all of us very naturally and leads us to acquiring consciousness. In certain areas small or great we have already worked this process to fruition.

The Process

When we start studying Gnosis we have a kind of interest in esotericism. If we work with that interest and extend it by wishing to apply what we are studying, we end up getting an understanding of what we are studying and as we work to apply what we understand we deepen our understanding in waves of or cycles of octaves. 

Then gradually these octaves of understanding then become consciousness and our awareness, knowledge and depth of penetration are transformed into consciousness. Then the topic of our studies is fused into our Being and our general state of consciousness is enhanced and increased.

If we notice that we have interest in something we can drive that interest to be transformed into comprehension and\n then work that comprehension so that it is transformed into consciousness.

End (1474).

Why We Know but Don't Do! - (1473)

Answer

The answer all has to do with consciousness and comprehension. I wouldn't expect the answer to be related to anything else.

If true comprehension is always demonstrated with facts, the answer has to be along those lines. In this post I am going to expand a little more upon this question, and maybe this may be of some help.

To Know is Good but is Only Half the Picture

To know that something is inconvenient is very good, and to actually not do that thing which is inconvenient is even better.

There are countless examples of this in life and in the work on ourselves. For example, in life we may know that driving above the speed limit will eventually cause us to lose our license but we may still do it, and in the work we may know anger is highly inconvenient, yet we still overtly get angry.

After a while this situation inside of ourselves makes us to really suffer. Why? Because we feel impotent and trapped in a journey half complete or a realisation half made. Any realisation is made complete when we bring it to actuality here in the physical world. The first stage of self-realisation is complete when the human soul is incarnated here physically. 

What is Going on then? How do I fix it?

This situation, which is what nearly all of us face all the time, that of knowing but not carrying through with action our very own nature and psyche says, has to be remedied one way or the other. And if we don't remedy it, as nothing in nature likes to float half done we end up undoing what we have started. But this is definitely not what we want!

Action and Cause

When we know that something is inconvenient we know the action, and we may be aware of the cause which is one ego or another. But what we are not really comprehensive or consciousness of are the consequences and the results.

Consequences and Results

The key is to be really aware of the consequences and the results of doing what is inconvenient. Our problem lies in the fact that we are just not aware enough of the consequences.

Conclusion

No surprise I guess, to complete the picture of knowing and carrying through with the right action is to make the results and consequences consciousness. 

The consciousness is the magic link between knowing and action. We need our consciousness to work and one way that we can do this is to focus on the consequences that we can force and go over and over them and ask ourselves very honest probing questions touching our intimate depths, do we really want that are we prepared for that, can we live through that etc.?

End (1473). 

Life of Debt - Not a Way to Live! - (1472)

Introduction

One way to not live, is to live a life in debt. Not financial debt but all the other kinds of debts. Unfortunately, the way of living with the ego is a way of living in debt. The ego creates debt after debt. The work of the dissolution of the ego is to clear debts and to dissolve the cause of the debt.

The Key to clear debts is to work focusing on the side of action, actually changing in facts and act using compensation (paying off the debt to the right person) so to make concrete the changes that we are working for. If you have been breaking promises for example and have disappointed many people, use every promise as a chance to actualise the change of not breaking promises. This makes psychological death within us real.

Everyone’s goal in life is to be debt-free, but they only consider debt as something financial. None the less it just goes to show us that it is in our nature to want to be without debt and that is the more natural thing, to be without debt. Because the Being in us originally was without debt and it wants to return to that state!

Maybe an Interior Push

There maybe one day a push from within ourselves to look into this aspect of our physical, psychological and esoteric life.

We have physical debts essentially with people and we have psychological and esoteric debts with people as well. We also have debts in relation to the parts of our inner Being.

This push from inside has to come one day because all of our debts hinder and hold back our interior progress and more than that it holds back our inner Real Being in His work.

The ego causes us to incur in many financial debts, debts of resentment, debts against eh Holy Spirit, debts against order and cleanliness, debts against the word (broken promises), debts against Love, and in general debts against the many values and qualities of our Real Being.

Work Only Work

Work on ourselves and all kinds of other work is the one that takes us out of debt. Laziness certainly does not help. There is no other way but to work. No other way!

The part of dissolving the ego is to work on also clearing these debts. When we work retrospectively on the ego we are working on the debts that we have created.

Much of the work is to balance out debt.

The work frees us from our debts in a life time if we allow it to.

End (1472).

A Good Key to Work Annoyance is: "We are the Same" - (1471)

Introduction

In every annoyance we can observe that we are the same or the opposite. The element in us that does not ever want to recognise this is "arrogance".

Annoyance is, basically because we are the same, it is not being able to stand ourselves.

One definition of arrogance is to depreciate others when we are the same or susceptible to being the same. 

When we get annoyed at an old person, we forget that we will be there soon. And the harsh treatment that we give an older person will one be what we receive when we are old from a younger person.

Arrogance is stupid! Burn $100 when there are people without food?
See arrogance grossly ignores reality.

A Little about Arrogance (Come On Dissolve it Yesterday!)

In arrogance there is always some kind of rejection, unfortunately it is rejection that ignores our reality, and this is where we lack humility. Humility is not to be under, it is to see the truth and be balanced with the truth. Arrogance ignores reality as does false humility, just in opposite ways. One ignores and soars above reality and the other ignores and drops below reality. 

Price of Arrogance is Humiliation

That is why as my marvellous missionary says: "the price of arrogance is humiliation". This has to be this way, because when we are arrogant we reject unjustly and we veer away from reality soaring incorrectly above reality (always of course, sometimes in the negative way if you know what I mean: like rejecting help because we want to be more of a martyr). So when we veer away from reality the result is always pain and so the inherent karma in arrogance is humiliation because we humiliated when we rejected someone or somebody, we are humiliated.

Want to Avoid Humiliation?

If you want to avoid humiliation in your life, don't think, feel and act with arrogance.

I suffer seeing people being arrogant because I know humiliation is coming to get them. No matter who we are arrogant with, humiliation does not care, it will still get us. 

If we are arrogant to those who care for us and love us, all the worse will be our humiliation. I say this not because of theory but because of a reality lived.

Looking into Annoyance

If we look into what annoys us we will find that we are the same or that we do the same. Even our act of getting annoyed speaks volumes: it actually is saying that we have something just as strong as what they have. We get annoyed because we have a habit or a way of doing something that is different to their's but just as rigid, intense, imposing, etc. etc. So we are the same, just with a different face.

Annoyances and the Hidden Side of the Psychological Moon

We may get annoyed with others because they exhibit the same things as we do, but we don't recognise it, and we don't accept it either. Annoyances work with the hidden side of our psychological moon, meaning that we are not aware of them, and as soon as we are, they begin to weaken.

Arrogance works for the dominion of the hidden side of our psychological moon by making us think that somehow even if we do the same it is not as bad or it is somehow different. But in reality and karmically speaking it is no different! This is one of the hypnotic defences of arrogance and the hidden side of the psychological moon. Don't be fooled by your own arrogance!

Annoyance is Transformed into...

Annoyance of course is replaced with the conscious awareness that we are the same or susceptible to the same. This, in turn brings a degree of understanding, tolerance and patience. It is also awareness of the real difficulties that people face. Less annoyance is a state that is more aware of reality, especially the reality of people. It is also more acceptance of ourselves which extends to others.

End (1471).

Moments of Fragility - (1470)

There are those Moments of Fragility

There are certain moments of fragility that now and then, we may pass through. I say this, because I have seen it within myself and within others who have been sincerely studying Gnosis and working on themselves for a very good number of years. 

Such Moments Feel Like...

Such moments tend to all feel very similar, in that one feels as Bilbo Baggins said to Frodo before his last farewell speech to the shire (in the book: "Fellowship of the Ring"): "I feel thin, sort of stretched, like butter scraped over too much bread."

One feels tired and fragile, where our normal capacity of tolerance seems to not be there, our patience is low, and our strength and 'fight' all seem low.

Or we could just feel extra weak in relation to a particular ego. We may feel overcome by anger, self-love, lust, annoyance etc. It does not always have to be that we are weak, tired and incapable.

There is also a typical kind of fear or anxiety that is commonly felt as well. This anxious feeling culminates with the thought: "if we feel like this for long we may not be able to keep going and we may fail, everyone else is so strong and I am not". We will look into this thought a little later.

The Truth is...

The truth is though, that such moments pass and if we hold true (don't do anything crazy or out of the norm) we always end such moments feeling normal again and even renewed. 

These moments of course have a reason and we really do ourselves an immense favour in knowing how to deal with ourselves in such moments. These moments can be quite intense and scary, and if one lacks some experience one may get a little depressed, unnecessarily worried and perhaps do something detrimental.

There are moments of fragility every day, when an ego reacts, that is a fragile moment, a moment of weakness, and we don't really get worried by this. Fragile moments, while we still have the ego alive and have a physical body and are under karma are normal and to be expected. No way should we get disappointed or depressed for having a fragile moment. 

Some moments are more fragile than other moments, some moments are taken within our stride and other moments may stop us in our tracks. Either way we should not at all be worried or depressed by them. Just pass through them that it is all. Then later overcome their cause. It is all how we deal with these moments that really matters. 

There are Causes

There are causes of course behind these moments of fragility. These moments do not appear out of nowhere, even though at times it may seem that way. 

Some of the causes behind these moments we may know and some we may not know. Despite the cause we have to know how to get ourselves through them.

First Thing to Know

The first and most important thing to know is that it will pass. It is a matter of just hanging in there and waiting for it to subside.

Because these moments are characterised by some sort of 'being worn out', we need some kind of rejuvenation that can come from repose or going somewhere that rests, relaxes and rejuvenates us. You know this can even be a half an hour walk on the beach at sunset or a leisurely stroll through a market place or a walk through the city on a Sunday afternoon, not a week away or a weekend away camping or fishing.

Don't Give Up! Keep Your Line! Just Do Less or Someone Else within Your Gnostic Line!

The best thing is to not give up! No way! but just know that you are needing some rest, some regeneration and strengthening. For this you may even just chant a mantra, meditate or practice some Runes, which bring us energy, healing and positive forces from the cosmos and the superior worlds. The Rune 'Man' combined with the prayer for healing from the Solar Logos is great for this. Ask your missionary about this if you are not sure.

Find the Cause

It is important if you can, later on do an in-depth retrospection to find out how this moment of fragility appeared. It will be very interesting to know what brought it on. 

With this knowledge we can avoid future recurrences of it. For relationships this is very valuable knowledge and it is worth sharing this with your partner so that they can understand what has happened and can help you to avoid it and if it happens again they will know what is going on and they will be in a better position to understand and help.

Major Lesson

The major lesson is whatever you feel in the moment of fragility do not GIVE UP!

        

Rest, rejuvenate, refresh and strengthen. Whatever the body feels it is not you.

We are not what the body feels, we and you are the consciousness. The consciousness will piece our system back together and harmonise it returning our strength. Know it will pass, your strength will return! It will! DO NOT DOUBT IT for a SECOND!!!

Once you are strong again get back to the work of the dissolution of the ego! 

End (1470).