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Life of Debt - Not a Way to Live! - (1472)

Introduction

One way to not live, is to live a life in debt. Not financial debt but all the other kinds of debts. Unfortunately, the way of living with the ego is a way of living in debt. The ego creates debt after debt. The work of the dissolution of the ego is to clear debts and to dissolve the cause of the debt.


The Key to clear debts is to work focusing on the side of action, actually changing in facts and act using compensation (paying off the debt to the right person) so to make concrete the changes that we are working for. If you have been breaking promises for example and have disappointed many people, use every promise as a chance to actualise the change of not breaking promises. This makes psychological death within us real.

Everyone’s goal in life is to be debt-free, but they only consider debt as something financial. None the less it just goes to show us that it is in our nature to want to be without debt and that is the more natural thing, to be without debt. Because the Being in us originally was without debt and it wants to return to that state!


Maybe an Interior Push

There maybe one day a push from within ourselves to look into this aspect of our physical, psychological and esoteric life.

We have physical debts essentially with people and we have psychological and esoteric debts with people as well. We also have debts in relation to the parts of our inner Being.

This push from inside has to come one day because all of our debts hinder and hold back our interior progress and more than that it holds back our inner Real Being in His work.

The ego causes us to incur in many financial debts, debts of resentment, debts against eh Holy Spirit, debts against order and cleanliness, debts against the word (broken promises), debts against Love, and in general debts against the many values and qualities of our Real Being.


Work Only Work

Work on ourselves and all kinds of other work is the one that takes us out of debt. Laziness certainly does not help. There is no other way but to work. No other way!

The part of dissolving the ego is to work on also clearing these debts. When we work retrospectively on the ego we are working on the debts that we have created.

Much of the work is to balance out debt.

The work frees us from our debts in a life time if we allow it to.

End (1472).

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