Wanting the Dissolution of an “I”

Wanting the Dissolution of an “I” - (1917)

Pathway to Will

What we need to end up is having the goal of dissolving the “I” to enter our will. If it enters our will it will enter our heart.

Imagination gives us a pathway to will. Remember will and imagination work together in vibrant harmony. Obviously activating one begins to make the other to activate!

This is how you access will! Using your imagination. Read on…

Imagination

Use Imagination to Start

See yourself without that ego. Of course you are happier without it! Of course! But what is more useful is to use imagination to see how you are going to successfully counteract it using the work, using your consciousness and by remembering your inner Being. See that your work takes care completely of the ego when it manifests.

Imagine yourself dealing with that issue that he ego usually takes for itself using your essence and the ways of the work, the path and the Being.

Using imagination to see this is more critical at this early stage than imagining living without the ego!

We have to open up our imagination. See ourselves counteracting the ego totally successfully and not feeling any disappointment or lacking.

Will

Conclusion

Such a convincing exercise of imagination allows access into our will. Because it makes us to see that we can do it and then we naturally want to do it and we see that it is better than the ego’s ways.

We have to do this constantly, because the ego lives in darkness and when we don’t see a way out we get stuck.

The key is to do this over and over again. Once won’t do it but repeatedly will. The ego repeats and repeats and so must we. The ego defeats us with repetition and so we must defeat it with repetition.

End (1917).

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