Practicing Well then Worse
We make efforts at practicing mental silence and slowly our
capacity to create silence appears and then we get to enjoy moments and short
periods of silence and the relaxation, joy and contentment that comes with it.
Then it gradually starts to get worse again, where the mind
seems more active than before we see thoughts about way back in the past and
about things that are more egocially intense and heavy.
We then naturally think that we are not doing well or that we
are doing something wrong and we think this does not work and we give up!
Big mistake, a lack of esoteric education and culture is at
work in such an attitude.
Deeper Levels are Louder and Nastier
The deeper levels of our mind are more active and contain
things are that more intensely egoic and are of a heavier nature. The deeper we
go into our mind the more we make contact with the past.
So the deeper we go the worse it is going to get.
So one is doing well when one is practicing consistently then
suddenly or slowly goes from peace and quiet to pure “Oh no what is this
thought?”.
End (2226).
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