How are Things Going Inside of Me My Father?

How are Things Going Inside of Me My Father? – (2318)

A Good Regular Thing

It is not 100% good to solely rely on how we think that we are going in our spiritual work. Because we can be easily deceived, thinking we are going well when we in reality may not be!

Master Samael says that often when we think we are not going well we are and when we think that we are going well we really are not.

A Prayer

It is good practice to often ask our inner Divinity: “How are things going inside of me?”, then calmly look inside with the utmost honesty and serenely wait. In a few moments of stillness many things will arise.

Many things that we must change and improve will arise in our mind, memories of incorrectness will arise, feelings of awkwardness relating to our errors, feelings of alarm, feelings of urgency will arise in us.

When we decide then and there to change these things and work on them, we may be able to observe a change in our inner ambience, like our interior ambience sighs a little sigh of relief or our interior space smiles back at us. That is our sign, that we are right in that we must change, we must die psychologically and die in a deeper way then before.

Conclusion

Ask often in order to be in touch with the reality of our work, which is not necessarily the way we see our work going but the way that our essence, our consciousness and our interior Divinity see the way our work is going.

End (2318).

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