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Easy Past Life Retirement Feeling Repeats: Selfish Pansy - (3077)

As a general rule we yearn for and try to experience again in this life our best moments of the past.

In our last life we could have enjoyed a wonderful retirement. Long days of nothing to do but enjoy oneself and the surroundings. No demands on our time, everything taken care of, no worries or concerns and naturally God willing (good health) we felt wonderful. 

Then we are born into this life and we wish to have the same care-free feeling. So we don't want to go to work. We look to escape and get quite bothered if we have to do things - taking us out of this blissful care-feeling. We yearn for and try always to secure for ourselves time where we can be home alone enjoying long days of peace and quiet...

Or we just like to travel - because when people retire they travel. We are quite influenced really from the way we lived the last days of our past life.


Because this care-free feeling came from our past years of retirement at the twilight of our life where we had loved a full life and had accomplished much this care-free feeling has a feeling of achievement or peace to it.

So even our a wonderful retirement from the past can lead us to create egos that when we are starting out in and working through this life are not so convenient.   

A person who died in retirement is most likely to seek retirement or as similar as he can get all of his life and the one who died on the battle field will seek the labour and toils and its rewards on the battle field in the way the Great Law allows it.

End (3077).

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