Particles of Pain of the Father in the Essence

Particles of Pain of the Father in the Essence - (581)

Introduction

Master Samael says that in the essence there are particles of pain that belong to our Father who is in secret. He says that those particles of pain can help us in the realisation of our inner Being or Father who is in secret.

All of Us Have Them

All of us have these particles of pain dwelling in our essence. They sometimes can be felt when we are working with repentance and contrast.

They propel us to work more intensely. They allow us to feel the harm that we have caused others, ourselves and our Being.

Those particles of pain allow us to feel the need to change. Those particles make us suffer much when we can not change when we know that we have to change.

Those particles release a very special kind of pain, one of the essence and the Father, which is different to the pain of the ego. This pain has a very deep feeling to it, a mystical feeling, an eternal feeling, an intimate feeling pertaining to one’s own responsibility and inner Spiritual parts.

Conclusion

When Master Samael said that he was moved to the very fibres of his soul when he failed in those tests of chastity in the very deepest levels of his mind, that was the particles of pain of his Father moving in him or in his soul rather. Interesting the Law, the good side of the Law ended up helping him by removing that ego from Him.

End (581).

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