Introduction
Generally dissolving the ego is difficult but at the same
time very pleasant because we feel that gradually you are getting free of what
pains you, but there are times when the ego is strong and we lack the
comprehension and will to not want what it wants, we don’t see it as wrong and
we are teetering on the edge of falling deeply into it.
This is when we cry because we have no other remedy than to
beg our Divine Mother with tears for help.
Edge of the Abyss
Sometimes an ego is so strong and we are so identified or
unified with it yet we know if we don’t stop it we are going to fall deeply
into and into deep trouble humanly, psychologically and spiritually. We feel
that we are the edge of the abyss and the abyss is beckoning.
This you would agree is a grave situation and it may happen
to those who are working on the ego. Not very often but it may happen and it
may have happened to those who have dissolved the ego, I don’t think we are alone
in that.
When Comprehension Fails No Other Remedy
When our comprehension fails and we are still on the edge of
the abyss we have to appeal to the Divine Mother with our tears, our sincere
tears shed while alone moves our Divine Mother to help us and intervene for us
before the Law.
This happened to Master Samael in his fifth major
initiation, he after failing that test cried from the deepest parts of his soul
pleading for help and then he found himself in the tribunal of the Divine Law
where an executioner of the Law eliminated that defect from him, it was beyond
his comprehension and power to stop it so a third external force - the Divine Law took care of it for him.
Conclusion
If you find yourself at the edge of the abyss and your
comprehension and will fails you then you have no other remedy than to appeal
to your Divine Mother for help. If you are really sincerely concerned you will
shed tears naturally but that happens only because you are deeply concerned,
worried and pained and anyway the Divine Mother knows us inside out and fake
tears will not move her.
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