Don’t Think of Dissolving the Ego Until There is in You the Constant Will of “I don’t want to Think, Feel and Do that of the Ego!”

Don’t Think of Dissolving the Ego Until There is in You the Constant Will of “I don’t want to Think, Feel and Do that of the Ego!” – (1714)

Only Will Can Reckon with Will

Mind and emotion can not reckon with will. At first it seems as if they can but it is soon apparent that they lack the ability to do so. In the end only one will can reckon with another will.

We Fail Because We Lack Will

We fail in our attempts to dissolve any ego when we lack the will to do it. To acquire this will can take a long and windy path. A path of many failures and many learnings but what is so important is that we get to this point of acquiring the will that moves into our feelings and says “I honestly don’t want to think, feel and do this ego any more.”.

We can get to this point with honest and sincere work and patience. Many times we think that we are there but the facts show us that we are not quite there yet. Patience and persistence will get us there. Even though we suffer many setbacks, the one thing that gets us there is that of never giving up. If we have at least the will to never give it or never stop trying we will get there!

In any way you look at it, we need will!

The Will of “I Want!”

When we have the sincere will or conviction of “I want to not think, feel and do what that ego wants!’ then we are going to die. As soon as that honestly appears in you and it is successful in pushing the ego back when the next real confrontation with the ego comes, then we are ready to die in that ego and we will.

End (1714).

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