When Something Inside Yearns for Something Esoteric it is Your Being Wanting that Quality. Because He Needs It! Give it to Him!!!

When Something Inside Yearns for Something Esoteric it is Your Being Wanting that Quality. Because He Needs It! Give it to Him!!! – (1740)

When it First Hurts

When there is something that we need to develop or rather something that the Being within us needs to develop, we may first begin to become aware of this through the pain of perhaps envy, pride, guilt, lament etc.

The main things is, that we are awoken to the fact that we lack something and there is a kind of yearning within us to develop that quality.

Then Later it Burns

Later on if we don’t take action to develop that quality, the yearning begins to burn in us and this burning wishes for us to take the action that we need to develop.

We may here begin to make a plan to develop it, which is good, however, the longer we delay it the more it burns and the more it hurts. A part of the burning stage is to come to understand how important that quality is for us and how it will change our inner and outer lives.

Then Get It for #%$^* Sake!

Once we feel it deep within us that we need that quality and we understand why we need it we must act for the sake our beloved Being. We must give that quality to Him! That is our love for our Being in action. The only way we can give it to Him is by developing it.

It is good to know that we develop it in octaves. Once we have reached one octave of development the burning diminishes, but the burning will appear again telling us that we need to produce a new octave of development of that quality.

Conclusion

One important thing to take away from this post is that, our Being only really develops something fully when it manifests here in the physical world or when it is present here in the physical world.

End (1740).

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