Chapter on the Resurrection, The Three Mountains
In the chapter titled the three mountains we can find the
following passage of text:
"My son!, you
have to suffer patiently the consequences of your errors'', said my Mother
Kundalini...
Another night, full of
pain my Mother shouts in a great voice, saying:
---My son!, you have
replaced me in the physical world with other women...
---That was in the
past, my Mother. Now I am not replacing you with anybody...
---You have replaced
me with other women.
---The past is past,
what is interesting is the present. I live from instant to instant, it is wrong
for me to argue with you...
---Past, present or
future, you are the same...
--- You are right, my
Mother...
How could I deny,
then, that I had converted the Temple of Mercury into a sporting ground?
You are the Same?
When reading this for the first time we may think that if we
committed errors we are forever the result of those errors. Just as the saying
goes “once a thief always a thief” or “once a drunk always a drunk” or “once a
killer always a killer”.
If the Divine Mother says that past, present and future are
the same it must be true, yet Master Samael managed to pay all his human karma
and dissolve all his defects and he could not still be the same person that
committed those errors in the past.
Perhaps the answers is yes, we are the same and no we are
not the same.
To Redeem
To be redeemed essentially means to return or to reacquire
what was once lost. To be redeemed or to redeem oneself means to have paid the
consequences of one’s errors and to have restored one’s inner and external
nature to what one was before.
Obviously we have all committed many such errors in the past
and we find ourselves at one point or the other needing some sort of redemption
or redeeming.
When we work on ourselves and pay the karma of all the
errors we have committed with a certain “I” or defect, and we manage to
dissolve that defect we then in one area are redeemed. Our nature is entirely
different in that area, we no longer harbour the cause within us that would
lead us to committing such errors again. We are clear of that potential to err
again. Yet we in the past have erred. It is marked in our history that we have
committed that error, and that we can not erase it. Though even though we can not
erase that history, we still have the chance to raise ourselves up again and
redeem ourselves in the light, in the Being.
Chance to be Redeemed is of a Grace, the Grace of the Intimate Christ
Really this marvellous chance to be redeemed really comes as
a grace to us. It may also be that justice has always its limits and that every
karma has its start and end, though the act of being transformed, thus cleaned
and united once again with the Being is of a grace of the Being Itself through
our Intimate Christ. Our Intimate Christ is that special factor, that special
help sent by our Father in Secret to help us to redeem ourselves.
Obviously the two major works of the Intimate Christ in
redeeming us are to do with the payment of Karma and inner transformation, that
type that transforms us from inside cleaning and clearing the old so that the
new may enter and stay.
End (657).
