Retreat Post 2 – Awakening

Retreat Post 2 – Awakening - (594)

Disclaimer – Not Mine Only Notes

I have to stress that these words are my notes only. The thoughts and understanding behind them do not come from me but from the terrific missionaries that lead the various activities during the retreat.

Awakening

There is causation, thinking, feeling, action and word. Then is the trigger then there is the cause of why the ego acted. It is quite profound. Though as profound as it is, we must find it. Usually the cause is something karmic. Then there is a secret or deep meaning of the event and there is also the secret or deep meaning of an ego!

First Steps

The first part of the work is on the corrupted part of the consciousness.

The first step is to define ourselves as souls. We must think and feel as an essence. We have to really know ourselves as an essence.

We in order to be defined to awaken and die psychologically we must recognise our errors very quickly. We must not retreat but see them in real time and work the ego in real time.

The ego is a set of distorted values of the Bung caused by the wrong perception of the essence.

Conclusion

We define ourselves for mystical death when we understand that the values, powers etc. are trapped in the essence.

End (594).

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