Mythomania - (1408)

Introduction

This post are notes that I took on the long retreat held in Perth last year. My goodness it is last year already. How time flies. This is quite a classic theme, as it pops up in people now and then. The further we veer away from reality the more easily it can always pop up. Crashing back down to reality always hurts more than sticking to reality.

Mythomania and Scepticism

Mythomania and scepticism are both compensations for having lost the Being. they are all to do with a lack.

If we lack something a natural mechanism is to create the will to get what we lack or create what we lack.

Desire for Compensation

When we have lost the Being we actually create the compensation that we were, or we are actually a great fallen master. Or even, that we are a great initiate doing well in the initiations.

We by the desire to compensate so toque ourselves hope, we project into the world of desire (astral world) the compensation that we want.

The desires and images of compensation come out of our subconscious. Then when we see them and believe them. This is how the mythomaniac is born. which is a demon totally divorced from reality.

In our past history is our successes and failures. Our past history is our subconscious.

Take Experiences with the Consciousness

Every experience we have, we must take it with balance and with the consciousness, because the consciousness will always take it correctly and not create false expectations or conclusions.

We should not put our path into plus or minus. whatever we are told about ourselves by a master physically or internally, does not change us at all.

The desire of the subconscious is always ‘to be’. The egos come out of the subconscious to be in control.

We have to always contrast our experiences with reality, that is the three realities, the teachings and also the consciousness.

End (1408).

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