“I Feel Empty, I Have Nothing, I’ve Got No One”. Ah Shut Up! You Have Your Being!

“I Feel Empty, I Have Nothing, I’ve Got No One”. Ah Shut Up! You Have Your Being! – (1447)

Sometimes

Sometimes we have to say such a thing to ourselves, and say it firmly!

Our Being

What more could we possibly do or have that could be more than our Being?

Is 10 million dollars worth more that the Being? Are one or ten good friends worth more than the Being to us? Is happiness and peace worth more than the Being? Certainly not, without the Being we would not be happy, and we would not be able to spend money and we would not be able to enjoy our friends.

Our Being is our ultimate reality Master Samael says.

Our Being is the alpha and the omega of our life. The Being in us gives us meaning and so we have to draw closer to it, if we want meaning, if we want something, if we want connection, if we want light etc.

"I" Thinking and Feeling

Obviously one or another “I” is thinking and feeling these things. It is an I” that feels empty, upset, disappointed or bored.

The solution is remembering the Being, and prayer - sending waves of appreciation and love to our Being. The words "Thank you!" are very powerful and cleansing.

As this is an “I” saying thinking and feeling, these thoughts and feelings will go, leaving realer thoughts and feelings that have a very different nature.

Don’t allow yourself to feel this way because in you, if you remember it and try to connect to it, is a rich life, a purpose and a powerful accompanying force.

End (1447).

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