Self-Compassion Combines with Other "I's"

Self-Compassion Combines with Other "I's" - (2962)

Self-Compassion as said earlier is the one that sets up a will against oneself. It sets up will to go against ourselves in many different ways. The way that it goes against ourselves has a lot to do with the events or circumstances in which self-compassion has become manifest.

The word self-compassion is a very limited word to describe this ego and even when one hears one does not really get a good idea of what this ego is about. It is about having compassion for ourselves in the wrong way, in the negative way. The right self-compassion is about accepting responsibility and acting to pay what is owed. This is to have compassion for ourselves to act so to redeem and clear our debts, not feeling terribly down about ourselves and making the debt worse by going against ourselves.

Anyway back to the topic...

So this ego of self-compassion combines with other "I's" to set up a powerful whirlwind of will power energy that drags other elements in its wake so to go against ourselves. It combines with anger to really ruin things almost to the point of non-repair, it combines with gluttony to eat oneself sick into obesity, it combines with pride to destroy our image, reputation and tell everyone how much of a failure we are, it combines with lust to ruin our vitality and spirituality, it combines with alcohol to loose respect for ourselves, it combines with laziness to go into depression and let everything go into abandon, it combines with envy to feel even more of a failure, it combines with resentment to hate and darken our heart - moving further away from the healing power of our essence and our Divine Mother, etc. etc.

So in conclusion then, self-compassion is a will negative will powered whirlwind that drags other elements into it and veers off always along the same course to an extreme. Balance knocks this ego quite hard on the head! Balance is a powerful remedy.

Having gone to an extreme is always a costly exercise to pull oneself back on track. So then, while a person has this ego and it manifests the first thing that one should stop is these two things:

1.) Try hard that this ego does not combine itself with another element.

2.) Try hard that this ego does not take us to one extreme.

End (2962).

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