Why Not Wanting the Ego is Critical

Why Not Wanting the Ego is Critical – (2515)

The Will of the Ego is the Worst

The strongest and most problematic part of any ego is the causal or will part of it.

The will part of it is the wanting part, and often that part does not obey our mind.

We can not dismantle it or overcome it with mental reasoning. It just wants, and that is what our mind can not grapple with. And it wants so compellingly and powerfully to boot…

As I have mentioned here several times, only another will or the consciousness (comprehension) can reckon with the will of the ego.

When we have within us the will that we do not want the ego anymore, that is such a critical conclusion to have come to. More important and critical than we imagine.

When for example, we say about the ego of lust that we are really tired of being deceived, tricked and ruining ourselves and we don’t want that any more in our life then we are getting close to witnessing the start of the decline of that ego.

As soon as the deep wanting based on the experience of the suffering of the ego enters into activity in us, we are ready to be able to defeat the will of that ego.

Until then we go back and forth, back and forth…

Conclusion

Get the wanting, feel fed up and not want to suffer the pain of that ego and the painful circumstances and feelings that it unfolds in our life.

End (2515).

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