When Karma Has Our Will

When Karma Has Our Will - (2546)

This is our intimate and particular mystery revealed but not yet solved...

The reason as to why we can not stop an ego or have so much difficulty with it, is because we do not possess will enough to do so. Either our will is weak or our own karma (due to our own doing) has our will kidnapped or hijacked.

When we feel that we can't stop it that we must say something or do something and when that ego is in our human machine we are totally powerless, then this is showing us that our will has been kidnapped already.

When we have will we can say to ourselves for example: "I said this three times now and I do not want to strengthen this ego any more" and then for every chance afterwards we remain silent. We do not feel that we are hurting or depriving ourselves nor do we feel that we need to say it.

When our will has been kidnapped we are compelled and we don't feel it so so costly to remain silent for example.

Anyhow, we want our will back. The news is that there is no magic that will give it back, but our decision and our action to take it back! No one is going to give it back to you!

We have to use all of our comprehension to first of all begin to divert or avoid ourselves getting in the situation where that ego will come out. Then after doing this for a while then we can go head to head with our will and the will of that ego. To ask for much help to do this from our inner Being and Divine Mother is so important and useful as well.

End (2546).

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