Introduction
Resentment at the end of the day is all about balance.
Resentment is a psychological debt where there is within us a need for
something to be compensated.
We are usually left with a psychological debt when we could
not get balance or compensation straight away. This may have been due to the
circumstances or due to our particular nature – polite, respectful, slow
thinking etc. Though when we do not receive compensation from the outside that
is from another person we get resentful, or if we are not able to compensate
from within using the esoteric work we end up being resentful as well. When we
don’t compensate or balance ourselves from within we must seek compensation
from the outside and this is revenge, and resentment is very mathematical in
revenge because it is about balance. If you read on you will see how it works.
Mathematical in Pay Back Quality
Resentment pays back to the other with impressions of
exactly the same quality or value. Exactly the same, it is amazing. If it was
words that hurt us, it pays back with words, if it was actions that hurt it
pays back with the same actions. We pay back this way and we are not even aware
of how we are paying back with the same value. We do it mechanically.
Mathematical in Pay Back Quantity
Resentment subsides when we have paid back the other to the
same degree that we have felt hurt.
Resentment only really subsides when we have equalled the playing
grounds. If we go too far resentment goes away altogether and we are left with
a happiness that we don’t like to admit in the background and a pity for the
other person in the foreground. A strange thing, we are happy that the debt has
been cancelled and sad for the pain the other is feeling.
Resentment does not subside until we are equal. If what
caused our resentment was a one event thing and that event can not be repeated
to exact a pay back, then resentment pays back in instalments and when the equal
amount has been paid out resentment magically stops, or at least it's pay back
actions stop.
Long Memory
Resentment has a long memory. It waits in our
subconscious and when the time is right it pays backs with the same value.
Summary
Resentment because it is about balance is mathematical in
what it pays out in quality and quantity. And it is the subconscious. It works
via memory. If we were to lose our memory, we would lose resentment. All of our
resentments are in our subconscious. So we can not clean the subconscious
without working our resentments!
If we can balance ourselves from within we do not fall into
resentment. Sometimes even if we solve the issue straight away on the spot we
don’t fall into resentment either. But that is tricky. The work and
psychological death is the best always.
End (1079).
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