Beginning
One finds the work and the way to the path again in ones'
current life. One begins to work and naturally encounter obstacles and with
work overcome them. One day until that day one has been relatively successful
in overcoming one strong ego. Though one day was different, it marked the onset
of a period of intense, unrelenting bothering.
For Years
For some years one battles it, fights it, fails, triumphs,
learns, comprehends, takes risks and when one sees that after all this work, it
is still there, one begins to get desperate for answer.
One Fateful Day
One day one receives the teaching of the way the karmic egos
work. One sees or understands that the karma associated with the karmic egos,
impels one to be drawn and even desire what the ego wants. This is the effect
of the karmic programming! To desire the very thing that will stagnate you and
bring you down.
Karmic Programming
The karmic programming keeps the ego alive until we begin to
pay the karma by developing and exercising the value that we lost or went
against. The work of exercising and getting that value pays the Karma.
The Teaching – a Change
This teaching makes so much sense and explains a lot, though
confirmation is needed to make this new insight complete and then actually make
it knowledge and our own particular truth.
A Clear Answer
So one begins to ask once again and unexpectedly a very
clear answer comes by means of an internal experience, that is so clear, vivid
and unmistakeably about this situation. One learns that in the past one had a
degree of esoteric work done and one not valuing it threw it because of this very
ego. So now that one wants to work esoterically one is impeded by the law using
the same value or ego that contribute to ones' previous fall.
If it was Lust
If it was lust one has to develop chastity and transmutation
and repent, negotiate and seek to obtain pardon. this is also your and everyone’s
else’s story but with different details.
End (1039).
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