We did not Trust the Warning of the Light Within Us!

We did not Trust the Warning of the Light Within Us! – (1390)

So We Wanted to Know More

We were one day tempted and our own light warned us about what we would find. However, we wanted to know if what the light spoke was real. Somehow we were not quite convinced. It seemed that the light was not speaking to our physicality. That the light’s warning was just somehow not enough, it did not address what we felt. We had to know more for ourselves… Perhaps what the light says is not really that bad… was the erroneous thinking.

So We Fell…

Of course the light within us was speaking to and for our light. To fall into the world is for the world. The light warned us instinctively that we are only going to find deception and suffering if we were to follow the suggestions of temptation. And indeed the light was right!

We somehow distrusted the light, we did not believe in it fully. The warning of the light did not satisfy something within us. It was somehow not quite good enough. Something remained unsatisfied. Behind these attitudes is pride and obviously the temptation is sexual. So pride led to lust.

Within these two egos this process is still going on. There is the constant distrust of the warning of the light. We want more and the light is not good enough.

This has to be reversed though. The light is now good enough, more than good enough, we accept and want the light and the light is right and we trust the light in us!

The light was right! The light is right! Trust it!

The Lament of not Having Listened to the Light

At the core of many egos is the lament of not having listened to our light. This is the lament of doubting and falling into distrusting the warning of the light. That is what is wrong with many egos. They distrusted the light and got things very wrong. The suffering that ensued showed that the light was right.

End (1390).

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